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The present is not the Future

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It will be beautiful in time. It won't remain ugly forever 


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Yesterday I had been thinking about this pyramidal structure of development where you work in everything through stages. The last stage or the tip of the pyramid is perfection. 

Work through all the stages or layers and build it up. That's the way to go forward until you get too old to do anything. But this is like a life long journey of transformation and it should just go on like that till it reaches a level of contentment and satisfaction. Also along the way is the practice of contentment since this plays a huge role in how we perceive our life and how much it motivates us to live. 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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I love this new video game lol


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Depression = emotional deprivation 

Or lack of love and empathy for self 

Like a deficieny lol. 

Both love and empathy cultivate intention, desire and responsibility which becomes the driving force and motivation towards progress and reduces the level of self destructive behavior. 

I have been self destructive all my life. Distraction helps for a while. But the permanent fix is self motivation and cultivation of emotion and desire 


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On 5/24/2018 at 6:19 PM, Preety_India said:

The present is not the Future. It will be beautiful in time. It won't remain ugly forever 

The future will be born out of your lived present. If the present has been lived totally, the future will have even more totality to it. But if you have an idea what to be in the future, today you will live very partially, because your main concern becomes the future. Your eyes become focused on the future, you lose contact with the real and the present. And the tomorrow will be born out of the real with which you are not in contact. The tomorrow will come out of today, and today was unlived.

It is impossible to be miserable in the present. People are always miserable because of the past or the future. People are worried because they have done something in the past or something has been done to them, or they are worried about whether they will be able to do something right in the future or not. The present moment is utterly free of worry. It has a taste of the divine... the door to god opens through it.

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Everything is nothing 


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I have some stuff on my mind now... 

  • The pyramid method 
  • Clicker spin game 
  • Positivity and limiting desires and un-affectedness 
  • Nihilism 
  • Balance 
  • Letting go and Acceptance 
  • Wisdom. Bad decisions and good decisions. 
  • Knowing what to do at the moment 
  • Having enough motivation and fighting depression 
  • Having a proper schedule 
  • Daily Psychological Profile 
  • Daily Shadow work 
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Daily Shadow work 

Questionnaire 

  • What did I do today? 
  • What are my goals? 
  • How's the progress? 
  • What did I learn  today? 
  • Have I fallen back on my schedule?... Yes/No
  • How is my emotional state today? 
  • What are the mitigating factors? 
  • Sabotage? 
  • what bad decisions I made today? 
  • What are the good choices /decisions I made today? 
  • Did the schedule run as planned? 
  • What were the hurdles? 
  • Any tips or tricks I learned to manage my schedule better? 
  • How many hours did I practice meditation today? 
  • Did it help? 
  • Did I use the pyramid method? 
  • What does my psychological profile look like? 
  • How did I deal with a tough situation? 
  • What principles did I put into practice? 
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I should never eat anything containing peanuts lol.. 


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On 30/05/2018 at 0:37 PM, Preety_India said:

I love this new video game lol

Which one?

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4 minutes ago, Ether said:

Which one?

LOL it's a pet amoeba game available on Google play. Petting amoebas


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Just now, Ether said:

@Preety_India haha ok

I just recently started the crew and fc3 blood dragon

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Daily Shadow work 

Questionnaire 

What did I do today? 

Studies 

What are my goals? 

Daily goals 

  • Work on emotional state
  • Exercise 
  • Work on health issues
  • Look for additional courses in 6 months by December 
  • Work on body, beauty, health, emotions 
  • Spirituality 
  • Max productivity at work management 
  • Learning new skills
  • Following pyramid model
  • Reach max potential 
  • Work on total mental health 
  • Cut off toxic people 
  •  

Exercise 

Work on health issues 

 

How's the progress? 

What did I learn  today? 

Have I fallen back on my schedule?... Yes/No

How is my emotional state today? 

What are the mitigating factors? 

Sabotage? 

what bad decisions I made today? 

What are the good choices /decisions I made today? 

Did the schedule run as planned? 

What were the hurdles? 

Any tips or tricks I learned to manage my schedule better? 

How many hours did I practice meditation today? 

Did it help? 

Did I use the pyramid method? 

What does my psychological profile look like? 

How did I deal with a tough situation? 

What principles did I put into practice? 

 

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Work on new concepts everyday. First concept. Second implementation of concepts 


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Work on heart health. 


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I spend too much time talking to my mom and on the phone. Need to cut that down. Plus the video game addiction has been causing a lot of distraction. Need to work on that. 


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I will write those factors as distraction factors. Have been talking to friends on the phone. Need to cut down on that..though some video games have kinda improved my brain skills so I feel better. 


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I need to cut down on the junk food I've been eating. 


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There are a couple of things that I need to totally cut off from my life :

  1. People especially toxic, dominating and demanding ones. 
  2. Bad habits and distractions
  3. Junk food 
  4. Mental and emotional stress. 

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