A nebiew that thinks he is advanced ?

[Nahm]

1 hour ago, Capital said:

Thank you guys for your interest and help .. but here is what I have discovered self inquiring about this . 

The more I accept all aspects of life as me , the more I'm fulfilled and happy but the less driven I'm to do any thing or to pursue any goal. 

It feels like the more I accept the less change I want to make . 

Is that normal or is that a paradox and the opposite should happen and I'm deceiving my self ? 

Self IN-quiry.......not Outside or Life circumstances inquiry.