:DD NO FAP. I feel like I can do anything! :DD

[Applejuice]

Okay so about a year ago i had a tripple whammy of bad events happening to me. First my girlfriend broke up with me then 2 months after i became homeless with my mum and then i decided to quit smoking whilst i was broke lol ( it worked  yay ) and to deal with the pain of all of this I started masturbating like crazy. I remember the withdrawals were so horrific I had to jizz like 8 times a day to keep me sane. But hey I'd rather have friction marks on my dick than get cancer. Essentially, I transferred addictions to masturbating and watching porn. My porn taste became weirder and weirder where at first i started to like anal, then anal gaping then lesbian anal gaping and then assholes, vaginas or blow jobs wouldn't get me off so I started watching handjob videos and then edging handjobs, then force cumshots, then femdom then shemale, cuck videos, horse LMAO and ehahshasidasudaoD then I realised I had to stop when I liked watching someone fucking someone's wife whilst they watch, but simultaneously I'm pretending to be them and liking it. that was my lowest point. I also substituted people with internet, and if you have gone through this you would know how bad social anxiety can get if you fap multiple times a day, I had no friends basically. Now I'm trying to increase my social circle and have one close friend. I had multiple relapses and I've been trying to stop since january, but only now have I made that commitment to actually do it and I cut down my jackoffs from 6 average to 1 or 2 a day. my record is 6 days. Right now I'm on day 2 and I can go on longer and longer periods of abstinence.  What really suprises me is the huge shift in energy that I have, sometimes I have so much I literally cannot sleep. I wake up so much easier and I can actually talk to people. It's almost like being drunk in the sense you don't have anxiety but you are also more closely paying attention to people and you can connect with anyone. I mean conversation just comes naturally to me and isn't terrifying as before. This is some magical shit man. I made the shift now from counting days to actually just becoming a person that doesn't masturbate. It's not part of my identity anymore. I feel really happy that I discovered no fap this is actually amazing. Anyone who hasn't tried it and has a shitty life( especially social life ) should give this a go. This has honestly been the best thing that I've done aside from quitting eating animals. And if anyone else does this. Can anyone give me some tips? I get really horny and I want to start having sex with real women instead of my hand and pixels, where could I get a girlfriend? Should I do pickup, or is that creepy? I want to start talkign to random girls in coffee shops or shopping centres or whatever, but I don't know if that's weird. I'm 17 btw so I can't exactly go into a club or bar, unless I get a fake ID but even then I won't have much chance with 20+ year olds. If anyone has experience in pickup can I pickup milfs? :DD lol I like older women and has anyone under 18 picked up a 30 plus woman whilst pretending to be 18 and got anywhere with one? Is this even possible or do the laws of physics not allow that jk haha? I appreciate all replies, love you all

[Shroomdoctor]

Great story. You can join us in the NoFap thread: 

 

[Charlotte]

11 hours ago, Applejuice said:

I had to jizz

??

 

 

I'm childish 

[Shroomdoctor]

@Charlotte so I was just sitting at my desk at work and suddenly...

14 hours ago, Applejuice said:

 I had to jizz 

 

Edited May 9, 2018 by Shroomdoctor

[martins name]

Kriya yoga can help you transend the sexuall energy amongst other benifits. 

 

I think it will take about 7 weeks for that benifit to come tho. Although if you have to get with a lady you have to understand female sexuality which can be learned from some of leos older videos or pickup coaches like the ones from RSD. although i'll advice you be carefull with pickup as some of the stuff you are taught to do there is very manipulative and egoic. 

Get tinder or some other dating sevice if you wanna find girls. You dont need pickup to pick up girls.