infinite love grows

[Arkandeus]

I am very passionate when it comes to women, which leads me to interesting challenges

Frustrated for being so far from women, I can now appreciate the distance.

If I was closely connected with every woman, I could never know women from afar, I could never know women with the distance that I experience

it is a different exploration, if I truly love women wouldn't I want to know them from closeness and intimacy as well as from a far and distant?

its starting to make sense why I could have made this choice on a soul level

Same when I see other men with women, I would feel incredibly jealous and in competition.

now its very interesting, I can somewhat feel the love a woman gives to another man, as if I was receiving that love

as the bounds dissolve, I see myself more in other men, I see them more in me

so jealousy makes way for appreciation

love grows