Living it up.

[spicy_pickles]

So about a month after I left a relationship with a partner who was a) emotionally and mentally abusive and b) certainly had some underlying issues, I am starting to feel like I have a new life. There’s still a lot of work I need to do, there’s still a lot of hurdles to overcome (he is persistent in trying to contact me/pester me/act childish and immature). 

I feel a sense of living my life as if it’s my ideal life. This has given me motivation to do so many things. For starters, I don’t feel the urge to go out and spend money on restaurants or bars just to escape the unhappiness of a relationship. I don’t even feel the urge to drink alcohol. I am taking incredibly good care of myself, exercising, etc. 

I’m living the life I want right now, as if I have it all. Someday I’ll have a great life partner as well. Definitely not ready for that right now, but I’m presenting myself as if I’ve got it all. Great body, great partner, great life. 

 

[YaNanNallari]

That's awesome to hear. The more we learn the more we understand what freeing realization allowed you to let go of the things you held onto. That way if you ever slide back, it will be always easier to enjoy life more again

[Nahm]

@spicy_pickles Live it up!!!❤️

[Charlotte]

@spicy_pickles What a lovely new beginning to your story! ♥️