To any jed mckenna fans out there.

[Nahm]

@Matt8800 Conceptual acknowledgment of meaninglessness without the actual realization of self. Mental equanimity without actuality in immediate ‘surrroundings’. An enlightened mind, without a completely deconstructed, and fully realized reality.  “There is no point to this”, vs, “holy fucking God, THIS IS THE POINT TO THIS!” OMG WTF?! as you’re crying on your hands and knee’s devastatingly humbled by the impossibility that you are at all, laughing at the hilarity of everything you ever grieved. Having “figured it out”, without actually being aware of exactly what the fuck is going on here, right now. And transcending all of that to begin to experience nonduality.