Starting over

[spicy_pickles]

Well. 

Best said in song lyrics by Whitesnake - “here I go again on my own”

I had the balls to end a toxic relationship last week. It was difficult and probably one of the hardest struggles I went through. Not because I was upset it was over, just because I was coming out of years and years of programming, manipulation and abuse. I walked away. I did it. I took my fucking life back. 

In just a short week, I’ve managed to find a place of my own. I’ve managed to accept the ups and downs during this time. I’ve managed to set boundaries and keep them enforced. I’ve done a lot. 

Tomorrow I start back at the gym. 

It’s been a whirlwind, but I know I’m going to get better each day. 

[Emne]

Good luck. Working on yourself is hard but worth it! 

[spicy_pickles]

Thanks

The last few weeks have been a whirlwind. 

I’m trying hard to make small changes while I can. Just the smallest things that will help. Cutting out the booze. Hydrating more. Sleeping more. Actually for once taking care of myself. 

Ive got a long road of self improvement in front of me.