Past Life Memories

[mohdanas]

Anyone on the journey of enlightenment accessing their past live memories? 

[Lucas Lousada]

Did once, happened to be a monk..

But I cant believe in " past live" anymore, all lives are occurring at the same time, I am everyone, I was everyone and I will be everyone

What bugs me is, what if I choose to experience this life as an ego, and before that I had chosen to experience this monk life.

I am tired, I don't want to experience more of those meaningless 3 dimensional egos, but I know when I am full aware, that I know everything, that I am everything, and having a big picture of it, knowing all at the same time is so boring and meaningless as being just this one ego at a time.