Didn't manage to give the final goodbye.

[AlexB]

I don't know if its the right section, if it's a question or whatever, I just feel like writing it down for somebody to see. 

My grandfather passed away yesterday, after 10 years of not seeing him, on almost the 10th year exactly he passed away, and it was yesterday, I left my home country with my mom, when I was 16,now I live by myself and I'm all grown up now. 

My grandfather was like my father, I deeply loved him and still do and can't help but guilt myself of not giving him the pleasure to see his grandson one last time, I'm not sad that he passed away, I accept it, but I don't accept that I lost him without one final goodbye. 

As a reminder, don't do what I did, saying that I'll go eventually to make a visit, now it's too late and the only thing I'll be able to visit will be his grave

[Slade]

Damn... I read a sign while I was driving earlier this morning, it’s said, “Don’t take today for granted.”