By Saumaya
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
It has been 2 years since I was "done" as Jed Mckenna would call it. I would like to share some observations I have noticed. I know it is hard to believe someone is really done and you are at a leisure to believe whatever you want. This post would be worth it if it could help anyone. So here are the observations:
These effects have remained permanent
1)The mind mostly stays generally empty or a distance is established between awareness and mind. There is no more identification with the mind.
2)The Body feels very light
3)The memories feels like only a heap of perceptions belonging to no one as there is no self left
4)The sense of self has expanded from being in the body to being everywhere
5)There is a natural flow to life. No more obstruction.
6) Continuously have to consciously pretend when I am talking to people. Consciously pretending generally goes on autopilot
7)The feeling of no self is like completely nothing being everything
8)Everything feels very ordinary and magical at the same time
9)Permanent death awarness
10)As the ego is not the self anymore, it is more adaptable and changeable
11)The questions have completely disappeared. There is no more seeking
12)Nothing is taken seriously. Life becomes a play
13)The only think I Know is I AM. Nothing is known other than this. Every other question can be negated as they are just based on assumptions
14)Total acceptance of the present moment. No more resistance
15) Free will seems to exist but belongs to nobody
16) Feels like Infinite Nothingness is all there is
17) Every moment feels fresh and new
18) SENSE of space and time are gone