Channeling the Supreme Being thru my 2nd Trip

[Sahil Pandit]

Last night I did my second mushroom trip.

I had prepared with a massive 21 hour fast. It was a religious holiday so I was fine tuned for a great experience.

I drank 1g of mushroom tea at about 7pm, with the intention to stay up as long as I could. (I ended up falling asleep around 3am.)

This trip was all brutally honest, and I went in with the mentality that I wanted to God to chop my head off. (I was fully surrendering as much as I possibly could.)

Within the first 40 minutes, I was watching a religious festival on YouTube and I was dancing like a mad man. I had never let go of self consciousness to this degree before. Being and INFJ, i am always watching my tendancies like a hawk, ive spent tens of thousands of hours doing so. FOR THE FIRST TIME in years, I was able to dance and realize the depth of my self judgement, it was quite shocking to see how much a single judgement can hold back and authentic experience wanting to arise!

About two hours in, things had slowed down a bit. My body was in a state of ecstacy since it had shook out all of the energy that would bring it down. I realized that depression can only happen in the body, so it is important to keep the body in a state of flow and never to neglect it, or else you will develop neurotic holding patterns. I realized this later with my jaw, since I have a very tight left jaw. Also, this prevents the throat chakra from opening up, which hindered my experience quite a bit.

Insight #2: Everything is connected to everything else.

I began to laugh hysterically laugh and I started to engage in a self dialogue about how everything is connected. It started off slowly, but it quickly ramped up and I was jumping out my seat during the trip saying things to my self like, "Its all one? Its all one!!! HAHAAHHAA. This is SO OBVIOUS! How could anyone miss this?" I was crying my eyes out, it was quite a beautiful sight, although I did look like i was mad 

Insight #3: The Kundalini wants to arise naturally, but blocks prevent it.

I began to use my third eye to analyze my energy and what I discovered was that my Kundalini was arising spontaneously. However, I was having difficulty getting the heart chakra and throat chakra open. This led to a lot of sounds in my throat and in my lower abs, some of it because I was deeply fasted. Regardless, I must spend more time opening those areas that are weak, because there is only a couple areas left to manage.

Insight #4: Reality warps based on your Perception

Remember that video, "Perspective Destroys Reality?" That was happening to me while I was deeply conscious and it was quite scary. I could hear cars going by outside and sometimes there would be loud, low consciousness music playing and I was go into it immediately like it was a trance. This was quite a scary experience because at that point I had surrendered all control. BUT, this flip flopping of awareness into different beliefs and then going meta is extremely important in not getting stuck into a single minded way of thinking. I am going to make sure I am cognizant of this in the future.

Those are just some of the insights, besides that, I feel more open, more clear minded, more open to experience, more creative, spontaneous, overall just a healthier human being  

[Vingger]

meditate so you can include these experiences more properly and not lose them in the air...

 

 

Edited February 15, 2018 by Vingger

[Nahm]

@Sahil Pandit Another great report. Thanks for sharing! You had me at “This trip was all brutally honest” right outta the gate. Sounds like you’re going slow and steady, smart. Makes for some facinating productive traveling. Keep rockin man. 

[Joseph Maynor]

Congrats.  I'm glad you've been doing the work.  

[Vipassana]

Happy Maha Shivaratri

[Sahil Pandit]

@Vipassana HEHHEHEHEHEHEHEH <33333

@Joseph Maynor Now time to be completely sober for a few months, just inquiring and cleaning out all of the insides.

@Nahm Yassss no bad trips because all was meant to show you who you are  

@vinnger you bet, will contemplate tonight before bed.