Where To Go From Here?

[kieranperez]

I'm at a very interesting but also very confusing point right now. The things I've always been passionate about my entire life have felt like they've run their course. I try all these different approaches to keep going or take a break or whatever but really, the feeling of completion remains the same. Now, I spend my days at home in my apartment alone and isolated. I don't really have a problem with that. In fact, I'm growing more in touch with it. What I take issue with is that i'm not driven to do anything anymore. I took the Life Purpose Course but what it directed me towards was the passion that has, like I said, run it's course. I've been chewing this matter over for several years now so this isn't just a short-term loss of motivation. 

I feel lost right now and don't really know what I want to do with myself at this point. I'll sit down and think of things I could do outside of my meditation habit and what not and I don't really come up with any answers that I really care about. I don't hang with people even anymore nor do I feel any motive to go out and meet new people at this point. I still need to work towards my own success and what not since I'm still living at home which I'm actually taking action on now every day which has been good. 

I've thought about taking psychedelics for the first time to maybe use that as a tool to figure out this issue and that's really the only idea I can think of in terms of solving this issue... 

Any ideas or suggestions on where I can maybe go from here?

[Shin]

For how long are you without a direction in your life ?