What was this? Help needed?

[Berjohansen]

Just landed from a 2 hour flight home from work wich turned out quite interessting. I consider myself at the very start of my «active» journey  though you might say ive been in the prosess more passive for many years. Reading through the steps and tips for enlightenment and realising «hey! Ive actually done this for years without knowing» is good fun

anyway.. Sitting on the plane listening to music just looking at the sky and clouds just «zoning out» it strikes me that everything outside my vision «the plane» is nothing, not like reading about it or «knowing» it but really! I percieved this as sort of a white non sensory void «hard to explain» so i thought, what if i close my eyes? And the white void was right outside my eyelids! From here it became more complicated, my body stil was there like 80% and my head very much so.. i manage to «peel» my head down to my scull «seriously!» but it stopped firmly there.. people must have think i was mad, grinning like a fool probbably gigling but it was so awesome i couldnt care abit.

so, is this for real or is it something else? It sure as hell felt real, cant wait for my next flight?

[Berjohansen]

Ok, im freaking out right now. On the trainride home a two hour trip, theres alot of signs along the trainline and the numbers 1,3 and 5 are coming up EVERYWHERE,in all kinds of combinations. I mean, even on licenseplates on cars.. ive read loosely about this but i dont know if i should laugh, cry or freak out. The last is closest to mind.. been at work at sea for 2 weeks so no drugs, alcohol nothing. Have a shroom trip planned tonight but now i just dont know. 

Oh forgot to mention, theres 13 people in my carriage. On the last station 3 went of and... yes 3 on. My head is about to explode right now...

[Nahm]

@Berjohansen Sounds like you’re in the now, and having glimpses of the insight of the oneness and the relativity of all things (yourself).  Funny as heck but hard to say why it’s so funny? Feeling of relief?  

[Berjohansen]

It was a blissfull feeling of getting my belief confirmed at first, then developed to «oh my fucking god its true»?

Bit confused now, think i need to clear my head abit (wich is bull because its obviously the opposite) to integrate. Been to work two weeks at sea so might feed my ego a beer and some television later.. Had a shroom trip planned but might just meditate instead, not sure it would be productive right now. Appreciate your answer??