Opening Of The Heart

[WelcometoReality]

no just experiencing itself

[Ayla]

Just now, WelcometoReality said:

no just experiencing itself

Is something/someone witnessing this experiencing? what does this one look like? what it is that is being experienced? 

[Ayla]

No need to force. No need to imagine. No need to search for it. Lean "back into that

[WelcometoReality]

It's clear now. What happened a year ago was an experience that the "I" grasped and started to identify with. The awakened "me". I am the truth it thought. It just had a taste and it never got to see the truth. It was never awake 'cause it cannot.

[WelcometoReality]

@Ayla awareness.  It's all happening in awareness.

[Ludwig]

26 minutes ago, WelcometoReality said:

@Ayla awareness.  It's all happening in awareness.

@WelcometoReality Is there something outside of awareness? 

And if not: Is there something inside awareness? 

[WelcometoReality]

2 minutes ago, Ludwig said:

@WelcometoReality Is there something outside of awareness? 

And if not: Is there something inside awareness? 

Nothing outside awareness. 

Inside is not emptiness, not Nothingness. 

Hard to describe it. A No-thingness, a spaciousness. Something that's not a thing.

[WelcometoReality]

The body can't sleep. It closes it's eyes. I do not. Everything seems new.

[WelcometoReality]

1 hour ago, Ludwig said:

@WelcometoReality Is there something outside of awareness? 

And if not: Is there something inside awareness? 

Everything arises and falls in awareness!

Everything in no-thingness.

[Ayla]

7 hours ago, WelcometoReality said:

Everything arises and falls in awareness!

Everything in no-thingness.

YES! 

And where are you in all that? What is the role that you are playing in all that NO-thingness ? 

[DizIzMikey]

All this gooshy stuff is making me sick, if only I had a heart ...  

Really my heart is hardened, but thankful realizing the only world that may contain truth is within so, hopefully soon I'll feel love and growth soon enough, not taking it for granted anymore...I just hope to god I don't turn into a care bear. 

[WelcometoReality]

1 hour ago, Ayla said:

YES! 

And where are you in all that? What is the role that you are playing in all that NO-thingness ? 

I'm just watching that.

[Ayla]

32 minutes ago, WelcometoReality said:

I'm just watching that.

And that you watching, who is that one? 

Again, lay back into it as opposed to push forth

[WelcometoReality]

55 minutes ago, Ayla said:

And that you watching, who is that one? 

Again, lay back into it as opposed to push forth

I am the No-thingness watching

[Ayla]

Just now, WelcometoReality said:

I am the No-thingness watching

Is there any fear coming up? 

[WelcometoReality]

Just now, Ayla said:

Is there any fear coming up? 

No fear. Blissfulness at one point, when it passed ego tried to grasp it but I saw through that illusion. 

[Ayla]

Well.... 

Here... there. this. that.

Any questions ?  

[WelcometoReality]

no not right now. do you have any recommendations?

[Ayla]

Just now, WelcometoReality said:

no not right now. do you have any recommendations?

Look from there and see if there are any questions possible there. If that there now has any questioning in it

[WelcometoReality]

What impact does this have on the person?