What Is Your Story ? Discover Why You Are Machine

[Natura Sonoris]

I always wanted to suggest you this video but i could not explain in the way how i wanted. I will try to do it now and i hope you get the point.

The thing is when you start doing work on yourself, you start to realize a lot of stuff you are doing unconsciously just because you are hard wired to do that stuff due to some past experiences in your life. I have been doing this for the last 2 years and i was going very deep into my past and discovered certain values i got from childbirth effected the way i will react in the world.  It is funny to me is how we take that stuff for granted and we do not even question them, and just because we never question them (because we have no awareness of our story we keep telling to ourselves), our ego faces so challenging obstacles that we cant cope with and we get into victim mode. For example, someone who has ego with value of family, will go thru life unconsciously looking for proofs to layer that self image. I call this a robot who has a code to find certain data that only fits the code, just in real life, data is very complex. Now let's imagine that person marries someone who never had value of family ( let's say they can empathize with them and that's how they got together) and later, that person starts to cheat because the family for that person is not most important thing. Ego of first person is being stuck with serious problem it can not cope with it and it leads to self sabotaging behavior. Important insight i got from here it is self fulfilling prophecy and if you are not aware if it, you are screwed. 

Good example i saw is when Eben Pagan said that some important person in his life asked him simple question : What is your story , who are you ? The question struck him down a bit and later he realized... when he at school party, he wanted to be outside of the crowd, not get involved. Then he realized , he had script of being outsider.  

Important fact for this video would be is that, everything you are experiencing is what you actually know. You take that as you reality and you are the one who thinks " I got it, none else does'' in a way. But important insight is that everything you label in so called ''external world'' is just part of your personality. So each person you meet, you see that person thru you. If you start to think about how they see the world, still it would just you seeing parts of your own personality. So if you arguing with someone, you are arguing with some parts of your personality but of course, our mind does not see it that way.

So, what we know is really important to be aware of, all our values and beliefs because it is our script how life should be. When you see how script is just series of really fascinating events your mind mapped in certain way, you begin to see pattern. 

My friend for example, had a self image of being a good person that he got from mother in early days. He faced serious challenge in childhood because his ego who adopted self image of being good person could not cope with that challenge. Fear was formed for that event so his mind can protect him from outcomes when similar event happens and that fear caused to unconsciously to form self image of him being insecure type of person. As you know, other kids can see when someone is insecure and they will most likely bully him.  That led to more insecurities and whenever someone said something mean to him, he would take that as true. Someone said he was ugly and his mind  unconsciously just layered that over insecure self image. Person who has self esteem and healthy self image, would take that ugly and take it is as unimportant because mind had so much proofs of that not being the case.

I know this is a lot of information here and i hope you get what i mean by this , but it would be nice to see this packed in one video. I got these insights when i connected dozens of your videos and observing my mind.

[Kacper Wielunski]

I really would love to see video about this! I think this topic is very important and it should not be missed by anyone trying to understand self and actualize. I also onse did about two hours of meditation while i remembered every thing i could from as early as i could and immidietly iunderstood some of my values characteristics etc without this true actualization is impossible in my opinion.

[Jelly_Shades]

This could be really helpful to people. I myself know that there might be thousands upon on thousands of things that happened to me in the past which the ego picked up on, but haven't taken the time to dig into it and become conscious of them. If there are good techniques and such to help us do this work it could make for a good video.