5-Meo-Dmt. First time. 12mg + 18mg

[Forestluv]

First time with 5-Meo. I’ve tripped about 30 times on a variety of psychedelics.  I’ve read 5-Meo is unique and can be uncomfortable, so I started with a baby dose of 12mg. I snorted gently and massaged nostrils with my head upside down for 10min. After 10min there was moderate body discomfort and altered perception. I got a bit anxious about losing control, yet it never happened. I just became super chill. I was at ease listening to Native American flutes and staring out my bed room window. There was a different perspective. The view out the window was nice to look out. Why hadn’t I ever looked out the window. Just being now was so ok. Now worries. All the stuff I was wound up about dissolved. It seemed odd I try to figure things out and work myself in knots. The time I spend on forums with the mental  masturbation - it seemed pointless. . . . I reflected on how good it feels to lay with my gf and being genuine with her. I saw how I tend to stir stuff up, create stuff. Why? Just be with her. . .

There was some dissociation from my body. I never got the whole “I am not the body” thing. Here, it was like my body is just a sensory organ for a higher level being.

It was so chill, sublime, stoned. Not like psychedelics at all. It reminded me a bit of dilaudid. It’s like what I imagine heroine to be like. I thought of all the rock singers who got addicted to heroine. I understand why.

The effects wore off after 50 min. I thought I under dosed and wanted more. I snorted 18mg more which brought me back to where I was for another 50 min. I could see myself doing it 5x a week and better be careful. For me, there is a higher chance to habit form than other psychedelics.

[Leo Gura]

@Serotoninluv That's just cause you're still at baby doses and you have lots of prior experience. 25mg will be a totally different beast. And at 30-35mg God will skull-fuck you to death. It will be the mindfuck that ends all mindfucks.