Deconstruction problem (Help me, what is this? Where am i? What are these things i see feel and sense)

[John Iverson]

After i watch Leo's video about deconstruction I don't know what happen, first.. while i am listening i am starting to lose the essense of words in where it clings or it symbolizes and in the end of the video i started to, what the fuck i am holding? What is this thing? What are theseeeeeeeee! There is a part of my brain ,back part that starts to hurt,.. i have this 

 

i don't what to do,. I want to shout.. i try to contemplate it that ohh is this is  dream but dream is a also a concept and I can't say it... what??? Whaaaaaat!???? I don't know what is this, I don't know where am i or what im i hearing ( i hear noises, music because now is 8:05 pm and we are waiting for new year) .. what is new year? Even "what is" I don't knowwwwwww arggggggg!! 

 

Edited December 31, 2017 by John Iverson

[cirkussmile]

Yes! It's a dream! The most beautiful dream there is! But... That doesn't change that ultimately it's just a dream. Enjoy it

[Leo-Tzu]

It means that the liquid bullshit its starting to get solid lol. . . 

[Monkey-man]

6 hours ago, cirkussmile said:

Yes! It's a dream! The most beautiful dream there is! But... That doesn't change that ultimately it's just a dream. Enjoy it

its both dream and reality and its neither.

its undefined, infinite = undefined.

the only 'constant' i think im getting is that (and try to deconstruct this one across all human culture) in this life you either not suffer and be in stable peace by realizing truth of being infinite god in finite form, or suffer from not realizing that and being unstable, and i guess u suffer till infinity until that (infinite karmic stream). tada all of religions explained. all gods explained. all of human culture explained. all of morals explained. all of stories explained. all of hustle explained. all of psyche explained. all of spirituality explained. all of good vs evil explained. all of bullshit explained. all of non-bullshit explained. its neither bullshit nor non-bullshit. messiahs were right all along.

its infinite playground (heaven) after u stop suffering. but before that its infinite hell

 

btw, after leo started talking about deconstruction of words i was expecting that twist will be in that:

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John 1:1. In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 

Can anybody explain that ??? I guess it has to do a lot with derrida's language deconstruction.

Is everything a word ??? why infinity is word?

Edited December 31, 2017 by Monkey-man

[snowleopard]

13 minutes ago, Monkey-man said:

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 

The 'Word' is generally understood to be the Logos, which can be interpreted, in terms of Idealism, to be like Divine, immanent, archetypal Ideas that would have no origin or causation, as the 'beginning is ever-now -- however inconceivable that may seem to the rational mind.

[Monkey-man]

@blazed hmmmmmmmmm there is no place on earth of such limits where u can run of the map like in the computer game

and if its VR, it wouldn't be so mundane and limiting (average human life)

@snowleopard yep but why first cause is homonym of word/idea/principle/thought.............

[Monkey-man]

@blazed how vr can have love... but reminds me of that

-love is human emotion

-no it is a word, what matters is the connection that word implies