Is this an awakening of sorts?

[spicy_pickles]

So, this started happening a few weeks ago. I lost my shit on someone that had been pissing me off for years, and I always held it in for fear of rocking the boat. Anyways, I stood up for myself which felt damn good. 

So I started visualizing an ideal life. In the past I could only hold on to this for a day. It’s still going strong nearly two weeks later. Habits started changing as well, I didn’t need to drink to face unpleasant emotions. I became so much more aware. But, I still felt like I was living my ideal life right now. 

Here is what I’ve noticed happening:

- I became extremely emotional over something that’s always bothered me, or that I feared, but faced it and was able to work through it. 

- I feel as though I am living my dream life right now regardless of the circumstances. I’m motivated to look better, speak better, exercise more, eat better and work on myself. 

- I suddenly woke up one day and had a thought about something specific. I found out today that something came from that thought and transpired in real time a few days ago (extremely interesting). 

- Comments have been made to me by others regarding my visualizations and aspirations for my ideal life. It’s like they know exactly what’s going on in my head. How would they know what I’m visualizing?  

Those are just a few. I’m sure more will come of this!