Path to Authenticity

[Leightonm]

My Current Information Intake:

• The Yoga Sutras
• The Headless Way 
• The Deconstruction of Buddhism
• Knowledge of Higher Worlds and it's Attainment
• The Universal Laws

1. Laws of the universe
2. Mind your Reality

 

• Audio books, Podcasts & Ebooks:
• The Human Machine: Arnold Bennett
• The Power of Concentration: Theron Q Dumont
• The Psychology of Man's Possible Evolution: Pyotr Ouspenski
• Jordan Peterson: Personality and it's Transformations
• Barry Long Talks
• Alan Watts Talks
• Jocko Willink Podcast
• Sam Harris Podcast

 

• Actualized.org, Wikipedia and other webpages where I get answers to specific questions.

Daily Process, Practices & Positive Habits:

Cold showers, twice a day (with stretches and push-ups before second shower)

Take in The Information every free moment I get. 

• Train journeys (about two hours a day)
• Lunch hour. As well as breaks while working
• Before affirmations, after meditation

Concetration meditation (breath, sometimes with binaural beats or solfeggio frequencies)

Affirmations (right before meditation practice)

• I am aware when my surroundings are illusions
• I am capable to to perceive the inner self of myself and others
• I am aware when people are being insincere
• I can see through the illusion of reality
• I am able to realize and understand myself and reality

 

• Nothing is hidden
• Nothing is elsewhere
• This moment right now is Infinity
• I can see through the solidity of reality
• I will awaken from the dream of reality
• I will be patient in my approach to enlightenment.
• I will attain enlightenment.

 

• I love you/Ek is lief vir jou
• I am sorry/Ek is jammer
• Please forgive me/Vergewe my asseblief
• Thank you/Dankie

 

• I am power.
• I am life.
• I am energy.
• I am fearless.
• I am strong.
• I am free.
• I am success.
• I am well.
• I shall be guided.
• I shall be given wisdom.
• I shall triumph

Visualizations. Not daily. Concrete life purpose is fuzzy as a result. Will be taking the life purpose course, but I fear the guy is in my head too much already. He is sneaky.

 

Known Negative Habits

Judgements towards others 

Mislabeled self-esteem 

Porn (~twice weekly)

Masturbation (~twice monthly)

Internet/information attachment (My phone)

Negative thoughts/associations/labelling (work in progress)

TV (I watch one or two episodes of a sitcom after my nightly shower)

Pirated movies (usually in the background while I'm reading)

 

Edited December 25, 2017 by Leightonm
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