I'm Reading Too Much On The Forum.

[Neo]

But as far as I understand it DizIzMikey, you can't *think* nor *force* yourself out of your mind. It's the thing we are told is "tricky".

[Guest]

What is wrong with you people? Leave your mind alone finally. You will never get rid of your mind, not even after enlightenment! Your mind is your most powerful tool, it is marvelous. Use it! Use your mind! Give yourself a rest, take a break. Take a walk outside! Breaks are important. And so is your mind. What are you doing man...

btw It isn't called mindless meditation for a reason...but mindfull 

[Neo]

I also agree to maybe slow down DizIzMikey. It's just that operating without a teacher might be causing us to try and force things or at least run before we can walk.

[Klaudia]

As I learn more and more about my real self I feel more and more alienated of people, and of the things I enjoyed before. It seems I can't even have a normal conversation any more, because everything seems overrated and looks like our ego is struggling with things which doesn't even can or need to be fixed. 

My ego is fighting so hard to live on. My question is: is it posible to fully enjoy regular human activities after enlightenment? Is it posible not to alienate from others which is caused by the big gap in knowledge?

? Is it posible to turn this process back? 

Edited February 27, 2016 by Klaudia

[99th_monkey]

@DizIzMikey save yourself a lot of time and use your sense of sight instead of touch,(both are just perceptual senses) not that it will get you anywhere,

 

if you need a break take it. this shit sucks, and ruins lives  make sure you know what you want

[DizIzMikey]

@The Alchemist lmao 

[DizIzMikey]

@99th_monkey Yeah.. taking a week off playing video games, and I guess...just let the mind do what it wants fuck it I don't know anymore..I'm so lost that I'll just do that now, I AM AN IDIOT SOMETIMES I APOLOGIZE, well.. probably not really but that's besides the point. See you guys on the 2nd, and will report how the do nothing walking meditation goes for a week. Basically...let my mind go crazy if it wants, like when Neo stopped resisting the Agent..I'm going to be swallowed hole.

Edited February 27, 2016 by DizIzMikey

[Neo]

I've ordered Tolle's book "New Earth". Curiosity got me clicking in Amazon on the negative reviews of his book and it's the first  time I've encountered anything against Tolle or anything negative really remotely related to the purpose of this forum. (albeit these are in the great minority to the many good reviews).