Be Present Now

[VividReality]

 

Just Garden, and you might be able to see what i see... not just a picture or a video or a pixel on this screen, but actually breath in that air that was there when I took this picture. Actually feel the emotional labor to be there day in and day out for days at end... Really a never ending now, a true hardcore being. But there are some voices inside me that are showing me that you won't.... Or maybe will.... I mean i know i'm not going to do it this year, i'm a quit at the right time... and i'm getting myself ready for this battle.... 2 or three years... but still.... as i think back and reflect on my life, wow, this is part of presence. I mean i took the time to find and take and grow and water and wait! I'm very proud of these pictures! I'm here and now, in this mindset, in your mind, in mine, in this awareness. But even then, i understand that this isn't me taking control of my fingers, creating this story, it was already written for me in this grand scheme of life. A structure of some sort, an empty awareness some may say, i call it different... i call it what it is... but even then... that's not enough...