Yes, I was am in this newbie trap for as long as I started self-actualizing: I either had no vision or a very weak, sloppy, not compelling vision. I created one not so long ago but I don't feel like it motivates me. I realized the depth of the problem when I sat down to do a 1 hour SDS sit the day before yesterday and asking myself why the fuck am I doing this? Having a mini existential crisis and questioning my practiced led me here. I "recovered" a good chunck of my life purpose using hypnosis. I researched creating a vision before. They say that it should be a representation of your life 3/5 years from now and to write in present tense. Knowing this I created the weak vision I talked about earlier. I am doing Leo's death contemplation exercize this evening and plan to contemplate "What do I want to do with my life?". What kind of vision should I write (ideal day, "vision statement", etc.) and how? Any tips, suggestions or wake the fuck up-s? Thanks!