Getting My Shit Handled

[Azote]

@Hello from Russia Dunno, I suspect you have some high-ass standards of what to call productive activities

Edited March 29, 2020 by Azote

[Azote]

Am I becoming more honest?

2019: https://sdtest.ru/result/fb60852b41a4c8854609bb9b91e3cf50

2020: https://www.sdtest.ru/result/0fccf049177f76caf9c1415ae99402a6

[Hello from Russia]

https://sdtest.ru/result/3328a8d92f5293d43f87224bfb3cb116

 

[Azote]

Guys.

Please try therapy and healthy lifestyle (ya know, exercise...) BEFORE woo-woo shit

[Hello from Russia]

1 minute ago, Azote said:

Guys.

Please try therapy and healthy lifestyle (ya know, exercise...) BEFORE woo-woo shit

NO, witchcraft fucks it all

[Azote]

I feel an oddly strong motivation to work hard just to make all those people who were 'disappointed' in my depressed ass low-performance look like pathetic lazy fucks.

Yeah, I know. Not very mature.

 

 

[Azote]

Me: oh no, I can't get people to notice my value and appreciate my works

Universe: hey wanna this cool marketing analytics job?

Me: haha, good one. Also yes, thank you

Edited May 20, 2020 by Azote

[Hello from Russia]

30 minutes ago, Azote said:

Me: oh no, I can't get people to notice my value and appreciate my works

Universe: hey wanna this cool marketing analytics job?

Me: haha, good one. Also yes, thank you

Nice! 

[Azote]

So fed up with all this academia shit.  Don't tell your kids that scientists are those just, selfless, lofty people who make the world go round. That's fucking bullshit. We're fucking parasites.

[Azote]

Heard in a lecture that depression is a karmic consequence of lack of discipline in sticking to your plans and daily practice.

LOL, I feel so called out.

[Azote]

Turns out mirror neurons make things like depression and obesity contagious.

Y'all better stay away from me lmao

 

[Hello from Russia]

7 hours ago, Azote said:

Turns out mirror neurons make things like depression and obesity contagious.

Y'all better stay away from me lmao

 

Don't worry about that. We know you put a pound or two because of coronavirus, we accept you as you are =)

Maybe you should use this advice to stay away from academics, though. I know most of them are depressed fucks 

[Azote]

Shieeeet, physicality is exhausting.

I've built up my jogging routine up to 3km for now (took me 7 weeks and a partner in crime), and with the mean deficit of 300kcal, I don't have it in me to care about anything else. Like, fuck hydration, nutrient balance and appearance, just let me sleep.

And this shit doesn't even qualify for minimal healthy lifestyle level of physical activity!

These baby steps hurt my fucking ego okay

[Azote]

Week 8 of jogging.

I feel profoundly gaslit by everyone who ever said exercising ups your energy levels.

Edited August 7, 2020 by Azote

[Privet]

On 02.07.2019 at 7:24 AM, Azote said:

I became really really fat, + 22 lbs, and there are 3 possible reasons. Either it is a year without PE classes, or a year without learning advanced maths, or a year on prozac. 

I doubt that it's Prozac. I'm done after almost a year on full 30 mg dose of Mirtazapine and I haven't gained a single pound. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Although recent smoking cessation gave me 10 pounds in like 3 months even though I haven't started to eat more. Maybe it's Prozac, yeah. Who knows, who knows...

Be well.

 

[Azote]

@Privet grow up and let me go already, will ya?

[Azote]

Current weightloss attempt finally reached the starting point of the previous one. Oh, we truly don't appreciate what we have until we lose it.

(shoot me)

 

[Azote]

youtube yoga instructor: It's okay, you can scream and cry, just keep going!

me: I can WHAT

Edited September 8, 2020 by Azote

[Azote]

Holy shit, a paycheck?

What's next? Puberty?

[Azote]

I'm outta the dorm!

No roaches, no roommates, can do embarrassing  shit like kriyas and breathing exercises and stuff.

Yeaaaah