I am starting to understand the significance of consciousness work in direct experience and because of that, I watched Leo's video about low vs high consciousness. Here I heard that one way to create high quality consciousness is to increase the capacity to love and give, but I don't really feel like giving. In the past month, I really wanted to improve myself to do the point of not giving much knowledge away. I noticed this when I watched Leo's video about the devil, after that, I defined myself as "the devil abusing Truth for my survival". Yesterday I literally found a note in my past insight that read "For what can you use Truth?... to use it for your own needs.". My question is: Do you know any ways to break out of this? How can giving come naturally? (Even this I do for my agenda and my development... Fck)