Just noticed today that I cant put my finger on my passion in life.. I have started Leos life purpose course and still working way through that. But for some reason I feel these days I have no passion. also i feel I am unsure of my fears.. I document things I watch a tonne of content I try to capture thoughts and ideas,  I even practice several times daily trying to experience at some level my true self. Probably the only thing that is growing for me is my feeling that I dont get it.. I am not sure what I am, I am not sure if I am going in the right direction. I thought I would at least have more passion. Also I have just started noticing that I have this feeling that allot of other normal people who I imagine are not doing this actualizing work are just better than me somehow. Which is a bit of a worry.. I feel as though so many people are doing better than me in life in general without all this introspective work.. I am trying to justify it by saying that I am growing on the inside, But that is not helping at all..   hmm I imagined the more I focused on breaking down my ego and the more i concentrated on erasing misconceptions about my physical reality, the clearer i would get.. I guess not.. Does anybody else have this same type of feeling??