Undressing Truth, Ken's Journal.

[Ken Lecoq]

Hi everybody

In this journal, I want to share the experiences I have. I'm gonna try to spread personal development teachings through those experiences. I will be 100% honest and transparent. 

Well, let's start by talking about... Ghosts !!! Very welcoming, isn't it ?

 

A history about death's spirits and facing fears. 

 

3 weeks ago, one of my mother's friend (she is medium), came to visit us (Yes, I live with my mother and my brother... for now ^^). She is able to talk to spirits through freewriting. My father died one year ago. We sat down with her and my mother, and she wrote what my father's spirit was telling her. It was very interesting, There were aspects of myself she wrote aboute that she couldn't possibly know. She mostly wrote advices and encouragements frommy father. 

The next day, my aunt told me that her daughter was sometimes possessed by a negative spirit, and that's why she had sucicidal tendencies (she is is very whimiscal).  A medium told her, and belive it or not, that could make perfect sens, because other very strange stuff (with spirits and black magic) happended to her and her sister before... Well, don't belive anything at all, that's better, just be open, "it could be that".

Well, I got pretty interested about the topic, also because I would like to help my cousin with her djinn problem.

Personally, I am interested about supernatural stuff, but I'm not a very sensitive person (I mean that I never saw any ghost, nor played any "ouija board" game, nor felt anything spetial). One ningt, I was alone at home (my brother and my mother sleept), and I remember that my mother's friend recommended to be more attentive to my feelings, and if sometimes I have kind of strange shivers in my back, it could be a spirit with me... maybe my father. This night, I felt this strange shiver in my back... and it wasn't cold at all. Normally, whenever I go in the near the bathroom in my house (just near the former bedroom of my father), I'm feeling fear. Fear of seeing a ghost or some strange stuff like that (you knwo, the movies and the stories you've all heard). This time, the fear was present like always... but this time, I was more aware that usual, and I clearly saw the fear... the illusion of fear. 

I decided to go in my father's bedroom, and sit in his bed with an pen and a paper (I did freewriting, cleaning my self centered thoughts). In my father's bedroom, there is a wardrobe with a big mirror. This mirror is just scaring the s*** out of me, and I hid it in order to do the freewriting/meditation. 

Very interestingly, what came out ofthe freewriting was "You are scared of the mirror, that's just an illusion, that's just a conditionned fear, you are not the body, why are you scared, when you are scared like that, you are identifying yourself with this body, this is fake !!! you are being manipulated by the fear, it's limiting you, go and face your fear ! Open this f****** mirror ! Face yourself, face your fear ! If you are on the path of enlightenment, that's necessary and inevitable"... 

Very interesting... Consequently, I decided to face my fear. I opened this big mirror, and I literally faced myself, I faced my fear. For me, It was VERY scary, my heart started to beat very fast, and I had a big emotional peak. My thoughts were divided into two parts : One part, the lower self, was imagining horribles stuff happening through the mirror, ghosts and everything ; The other part, from the higher self, was very positive, with spiritual enlightenement and personal development related frases (It's just a fear. It's illusory. You already overcame other fears in the past, and it felt the same way, you need to go beyond...).

After 5 minutes of emotional peak, the fear disminished, and fade away little by little... I didn't saw any ghost or whatever... But I overcame the fear ^^ I'm so happy about that  

As well as other fears (the fear of approching girls in the street for example), it can't completly fade away just by facing it one time. I did this exercise 3 times already, in front of the mirror, and as I'm writing this text now, my mother and my brother are sleeping, and I'm feeling the same fear... Moreover, I'm hearing some kind of subtle knocks in the house... it's scaring me even more)... I might do it again this night... only with candles, it's scarier. Little by little, I'm sure, one day, I'm gonna totally overcome the fear  

Beyond just facing the fear, I actually hope that I will see , hear or really feel a ghost, or a death's spirit, in order for me to be confronted more directly with the fear, and completly transcend it... I might be able to comunicate with spirits afterward, it could be amazing, and I could help other peoples ^^ . I know, I'm kind of crazy, but if my fear is hear, there is a reason, and the better I can to is acting in order to overcome it. I'm sure I'm going to learn something very usefull for my spiritual groth by facing my fears. 

Well, that's all for this story, I hope I inspired you. 

Have a nice day  

Ken. 

[Varun M K]

even i would like to know more about ghosts and possessions and stuff