Nineteen: The Turning Point

[Ontherise04]

"You're too young to be worrying about who you are, go have fun." Why would I waste my time drinking and partying to nights I won't remember in the first place- quite ironic if you ask me. Kids my age get so overwhelmed with the fact that it is he/she against the world. It is almost as if they use "having fun" as an excuse for their fear. What happened to the big plans? I am not superior, just not afraid. Who am I, and how do I find out? I am trying to change the world, but how?