What The Hell Is Happening?

[Alexo45]

Hey all,

As i'm writing this, i can see my hands moving on the keyboard, and see this post starting to form on the screen, but i feel like i'm the awareness behind it, and this is all happening to me without having to think about it. It's very hard to explain, but i feel like i'm behind "myself" that's sitting in front of the computer screen. I can also feel some kind of tension around my head, which is very pleasing. Is this an effect of dialy meditation? 

[Martin123]

@Alexo45 youre having a depersonalization. Search for a topic on this forum "how to deal with a depersonalization".

[Alexo45]

10 minutes ago, Martin123 said:

@Alexo45 youre having a depersonalization. Search for a topic on this forum "how to deal with a depersonalization".

I don't feel like i have to "deal" with it, since it's a relaxing state for me. It seems like you are putting it off like some sort of unpleasant experience, but that's not what it feels like to be honest. 

[Martin123]

@Alexo45 ok nevermind my bad  good for you.

[Haumea]

Can you find the center, i.e. "the separate self"?

If not, you're experiencing a non-duality state.

[Afonso]

1 hour ago, Alexo45 said:

Hey all,

As i'm writing this, i can see my hands moving on the keyboard, and see this post starting to form on the screen, but i feel like i'm the awareness behind it, and this is all happening to me without having to think about it. It's very hard to explain, but i feel like i'm behind "myself" that's sitting in front of the computer screen. I can also feel some kind of tension around my head, which is very pleasing. Is this an effect of dialy meditation? 

Yes

[DoubleYou]

@Alexo45

What triggered it? As in, at what moment did it 'start'? Were you meditating, or did it spontaneously happen out of nowhere?

Sounds good though. Enjoy 

[nightrider1435]

Awesome! Now the magic can begin. 

[Leo Gura]

@Alexo45 It's progress. Keep inquiring.

[pluto]

It happens almost every time after i wake up from sleep or effective meditation and everything just flows out and i cannot disagree with it because its pure. Some people call it downloads as your body/mind/spirit is waking in alignment or activation.

Its fascinating how it just flows out without you even trying. Awesome!

[Nahm]

@Alexo45 disown those hands. See that they are not yours. Watch them as they do something to help 'someone else' and it gets clear quick.