The Only Thing That Really Motivates Me Is Enlightenment

[Arkandeus]

6 hours ago, Edvard said:

Maybe if I just observe my thinking of the plans, without being attached with them unconsciously. But I guess that is a pretty advanced ability, and may require years of meditation practice?

I see, but that is if I choose solely enlightenment work, then. I can't be successfully studying at a university if I just follow my instincts. Or if I become a monk, for that matter.

why not! actually physics is very much fitting with enlightenment work, you could advance your enlightenment work by your involvement with physics and vice versa. 

you have to keep in mind your higher self is pretty much an avatar of infinite intelligence,the instinct you follow is infinite intelligence, how could there possibly not be a way to combine both?if you can imagine it then it's possible, if you desire it, then it is certainly possible and within your grasp. 

but you have to surrender and not know what the plan will look and how its components will combine, its pretty much being in the dark, we are not supposed to know nor do we have the ability to comprehend ''plans'' made by our higher self which involve infinite probabilities and synchronicities. 

if you know you desire to combine enlightenment with your studies about physics, if you desire that both could somehow feed off each other then your instinct will lead you there somehow, even if you have not an ounce of a clue how it will do that, this is real trust and surrender