I Don't Know What I'm Going To Do.

[John Iverson]

I know, there is alot of things that i must know and understand but the smell, the taste, the  nature it self is very overwhelming.. that you don't want to sleeep..now? I don't know what I am capable of do the things in my nature it is painful that I don't know it yet i know the nature is not yet ripe but it is so painful i'm bursting I don't know what would i doooooo it is painful after meditating I don't know what will i do it is painful