Am I Lying To Myself?

[Will]

SOo, Im doing some pondering in the shower as you do..

I realise there are differing aspects of me all with differing agendas..

My ego wants validation

My body doesn't really want anything but It works best If I feed it and look after it

My being is just happy watching the show no matter what..

 

sooo,,, question is..

 

where does will come into this?

some claim its a common sense that arises from the moment?? Or is that just you listening to more primal urges and bypassing ego..

 

Say for instance, Id like a hug, I know there is no right or wrong, My ego craves hug, My body responds to hugs, and my presence couldn't give two hoots..

Where does free will come in?? How do I know to choose to have a hug or not?

Seems to me its mostly ego, and a little bit of biological??

 

Perspectives??

No hugs thanks.. Its just an example  

[Visitor]

You just used your free will to be, or not to be. That is, you used your will to see the truth behind your wanting a hug. Well done.

[Nahm]

@Will you took a shower

[Will]

@Visitor hahaha, Is that it?! Gees.. simple and a bit of understantement..

Its funny I always thought things would blow me away, but they more been like lots of little micro glimpse..

Not at all what i thought

 

@Nahm hahahaha. this could go anywhere.. Ill just leave this ambiguous reply alone hey..  

Edited June 19, 2017 by Will

[Nahm]

@Will I mean nobody forced you to take a shower.  Everything is expanding, and you are everything. Sensed as will.

Edited June 19, 2017 by Nahm