Acid Report

[nightrider1435]

I had a window to take a trip by myself last Saturday so I decided to dive in. Took two acid tabs around 11 AM on a empty stomach. After I placed the tabs on my tongue I went in my room, sat down on my bed to mediate and waited for the trip to take me away.

So once the trip started settling in I just spread out on my bed with my head propped up on some pillows and went along with the do nothing technique. I laid there with my eyes open just observing my mind. This is really all I did for most of the trip, occasionally walking around my apartment or just sitting out on my porch. At one point I grabbed a pen and paper and wrote down "what do you want?" Proceeded to let the authentic self write down a list of goals I want to accomplish, what's holding me back, what can we do to move forward, things like that. My mind was giving me some great advice, had to start writing it down for future references. 

I could sense a euphoric fuzzy feeling in my head, it would continue to travel down to the rest of my body from there. Life really felt completely groundless, these sensations are just floating out there in straight nothing! As I walked around my apartment just observing, it seemed like my view of reality became wider. It was like I was seeing reality in a full complete circle.  I could sense that it almost felt like I was traveling down a tunnel when I walked, a tunnel of illusions. It seemed odd that I could pick an object up in my hand because everything looked flat instead of three dimensional. I remember standing in my kitchen holding a orange that I got out of my fridge just staring at it thinking how..... the ..... fuck.... is this... real..... what the fuck? The world may seem real and physical... but that's just the illusion at work. Acid really brings out the beauty of everything to a whole another level. Life literally looked like a cartoon you would see on T.V. I guess you could say we are just the observer watching a cartoon play out. There is nothing real about it. 

So what is our true nature? Our true nature is just straight being, and that's it. There is no self behind your view of reality. Nothing is nothing, but also self aware of nothing. Everything in front of nothing is not it, not you. Reality is just a reflection from the inner world. You are one with the universe, you are the universe, you are not separated from anything, you are everything! All of this is you, you created it all. Whether it be bad or good, it doesn't matter... it is all your fault. 

Reality seems to be layers of illusions, or a hallway of mirrors. Everything that "is" already exist's in the now, always. You get trapped tumbling through these mirrors of illusions like a ball rolling across the ground until the dream dies, which what we label as death. You are trapped here and it can be heaven or hell, but really it is all up you. All you have to do is let your heart seek, give up control of the mind. We are not in control anyways, even though we like to think we are. Easier said than done though. 

The more I trip, the more I see how hyper active my mind is. You realize how exhausting it really is on one self. The more you can just be, the more peace of mind you will see. You are one with your experience, but the illusion can fool one into thinking that they are just a human body separated from the world. You tumble through the mirrors so quick that it is difficult to see it is not you, simply because you identify as a body/mind. The paradigm is flipped.

Reality can do whatever the hell it wants and god loves it all. God loves you, and everything about you! The inside will reflect to the outside. Allow the heart to reflect back.

Wasn't sure if I wanted to put a report of this trip up but I figured why not? Slowly but surely pulling myself out of a dark knight right now, the trip was mainly focused towards that.  

 

 

[Leo Gura]

8 minutes ago, nightrider1435 said:

As I walked around my apartment just observing, it seemed like my view of reality became wider. It was like I was seeing reality in a full complete circle.  I could sense that it almost felt like I was traveling down a tunnel when I walked, a tunnel of illusions.

Yeah, I get this feeling a lot when walking indoors while tripping. It feels like a fisheye lens. It feels like the world is inside me, rather than I inside it.

[nightrider1435]

@Leo Gura That is exactly how it felt. Using the labeling technique seemed to take it deeper, I altered between do nothing and labeling technique as I was experiencing this. I'm speechless and amazed after seeing that.

[Toby]

Is it okay to discuss about dosages here? If so, how much "should" one take?

[nightrider1435]

@Toby This is a question you will have to figure out for yourself. Have you taken psychedelics before? How is your state of mind currently? Will you believe your mind if you start spiraling into a bad trip? These are questions you need to take in consideration. All I can say is, don't underestimate these substances.If your just getting started, start small and work your way up to bigger doses. 

Edited June 15, 2017 by nightrider1435

[Toby]

I only can say that I took 12,5ug to test reaction to my body. Took 37,5ug 4 days later because I wanted to test. Didn't work. Took 150ug 2 days later because of tolerance. Using a formula told me that that would have been >100ug without tolerance. Wasn't that interesting to be honest. A bit weird thoughts, different reactions. Slight halluzination like a shadow or cloud when I was looking at a wall. Other than that no visuals or anything. Pretty uninteresting compared to waking state.

[Dizzy]

13 hours ago, nightrider1435 said:

The inside will reflect to the outside. Allow the heart to reflect back.

Oh  that's part of my daily practice

 

13 hours ago, nightrider1435 said:

Reality is just a reflection from the inner world. You are one with the universe, you are the universe, you are not separated from anything, you are everything! All of this is you, you created it all. Whether it be bad or good, it doesn't matter... it is all your fault. 

Thank you for sharing this trip report

To me, when triping with psychedelics it dosent seem like there is good or bad at all. It all is.  

As like there isn't an opposite of "good to know" as "bad to know".  

[nightrider1435]

@Toby

So you took those doses all within about a week period? 

8 hours ago, Toby said:

. Wasn't that interesting to be honest. 

No shit! It wasn't interesting because your not receiving the full experience. Your obviously going to build a tolerance if you take it back to back like that. If you really want to see what this is about then your going to have to step it up man. Next time start out with a 100ug dose right away.

@Dizzy

Yep, really brings out the "isness" to a new level.