How To Decipher Illusion Vs Truth In "rash" Changes/plans

[Mrkvn8]

The meditation practice is leaning me into making rash choices like:

-ending my best friend relationship, that is healthy (80-90%)

-doing a solo retreat at an extremely in convent time

Tips for when to take action, or see it as the illusion it is caused by these meditative mood swings?

[Paintballer]

The ego that wants to be special and yearns for "enlightenment" is leaning you make said rash decisions not meditation.