Opened Third Eye...i Think..need Advice

[KellyJoe]

Through 4 rounds of mushrooms  at low doses, taken about every 3 months, and meditaion, I opened up the chakras in my body.  I can feel them individually with the exception of the root and sacral chakra.  I have also felt energy (I think it's energy)  in my entire body at times of meditation.  Kinda feels like an orgasm of the body.  

I have been feeling so much pressure in my head over the past 3-4  months in my third eye area.  

Anyway about 2 hours into my sleep one night, I felt like I got shot backwards throught a tunnel, and it felt like my entire self was in by head.  I could see/hear my thoughts but I was separate from my thoughts. They were sort of above me. It lasted seconds and then I woke up and my body got really heated and then went away and then heated again and then went away.  This lasted most of the night.  Also I definitely felt energy going through the crown of my head.  It was kind of a relief because I have been feeling so much pressure.  

First of all, what was that?  Third eye? I thought ego death initially but I wasn't scared and I still felt like I was just inside my body, if that makes sense.  

Also, any suggestions on what to do now?  

And also, I don't plan on taking shrooms at the moment and I have stopped meditation since this happened about 4 days ago because I was afraid that there was too much energy.  Do you think this is all okay or am I screwed and I did I do too much too fast?

Thanks! 

[Azrael]

1 hour ago, KellyJoe said:

First of all, what was that?

From what you are describing it seems that you are purging your constructed self. One of things that fascinated me the most in this integration / awakening work is that when it starts to get "real" - when you start to integrate / awaken - you realize that this is mostly an physiological / energy thing and not a mental one. There is the mental component - of course - but it is implicated by the physiological change (at least this is how it was for me).

So, what happens right now for you is probably that the energies that make up your emotional experience, that trigger your thoughts, that are basic to a lot of things in your body in general are purging because of your practice.

This can and probably will lead to a lot of very crazy / extraordinary experiences. It can lead to the drastic increase and decrease of pressure in your head / body and  to a lot of other things. Don't stop your practice, maybe lower it if it goes to fast for you - meditate 10 / 20 minutes a day - but keep it up. You wanna go through this until it is resolved. And I can tell you ... it's worth it when it is resolved. ;-)

For me it basically came in phases and always had one specific point of penetration. It started by amplifying the tensions in my belly and through that my constant feeling of fear. This lasted for I don't know - probably like 6-8 months in 2016. Then it got to my head and it intensified that pressure in my head to an extreme for 1-2 months. After that first the tension in my head completely went away and through that the feeling of being in my head - being a person - and then in the last two to three months the tensions in my belly and the rest of my body completely went away to the degree that I don't resist any feelings any more and just feel them as they come and go. It's beautiful.

But it needs time. I surely amplified the purging through lots of meditation, 5-MeO-DMT, shrooms and lastly EMDR self-therapy (I'll make post about that one - this is huge) but it just needs time. Go through it, it's hard but it needs to get out. When it does, it'll feel like a daemon left you that raped you for most of your life.

Some of the crazy things I experienced in this purging phase - to give you some perspective are the following:

• daily, long, intense and vivid dreams
• dramatic increase in intuition
• having hallucinations throughout the day
• being in a dream-mode throughout the day
• 5-10 times a day synchronisation moments (the 11:11, 12:12, 13:13 things with watches)
• Kundalini awakening (one in the summer of 2016)
• being exposed to a shit-load of repressed emotions and the subconscious
• feeling paranoid, constant anxiety, being tired
• loads and loads and loads of negative, fucked up thoughts that drove me crazy

Sounds cool right? ;-) jk ... No, but seriously. You have to go through that. I cannot even begin to write how it feels when you are through. Just go.

[KellyJoe]

@Azrael  Thank you. Thank you.  This makes sense. I so look forward for the demon to vanish.   I slowed down my meditation because I don't know if you can do it too much but I will resume.  

Any advice on how to treat the day to day?  For example, I stay at home with my kids. Can all of this occur inside me as I keep a calm face?  Or are they going to get my subconscious wrath in their face?  

Also, did you practice yoga while you went through this?  Hatha, kriya, or kundalini?

Seriously, thank you for the advice. 

 

 

[KellyJoe]

@Fidelio   Wait, I have never heard of a brown eye?  There's more??   Shit....Literally     

[Azrael]

10 hours ago, KellyJoe said:

Any advice on how to treat the day to day?  For example, I stay at home with my kids. Can all of this occur inside me as I keep a calm face?  Or are they going to get my subconscious wrath in their face?

I don't know how fucked up you are on the inside - I was pretty fucked up - so I had to use a lot of energy to be "normal" at work and with my friends and family. In the end you'll have to find it out for yourself. Awakening and purging has certain patterns but it's your very own case that shapes your process.

[Barna]

17 hours ago, Azrael said:

I cannot even begin to write how it feels when you are through.

Can you try though?  

[Azrael]

2 hours ago, Barna said:

Can you try though?  

I will make a post about it and a lot of more posts in the future on certain aspects of it.

[AstralProjection]

Dude I need to to use your psychic powers to find out if my girl friend is cheating on me. I can pay you in bitcoins right now, that is all I have. Please you got to do this for me. LOL Sorry that was a joke.

Naw man your fine, keep on meditating and taking shrooms. This is a great sign that your making progress.

Actually I recently found a video by someone that has a very similar experience to you where when she meditated she went inside of her head. Check it out here. BTW she does psychedelics too.

Out of Body Experience through Meditation! 

 

Edited June 4, 2017 by AstralProjection

[KellyJoe]

 

@AstralProjection  Thanks for the video.  Just freaked out a bit when it happened. Will continue the journey.   And if I get any psychic abilities I'll PM you first.