What Do I Listen To..

[Will]

My body wants pleasure and too live.

My brain wants to learn be challenged and to have drama and experience and validation..

What about that other etheric part of me..?? what does it want?? Can I even know with this  limited brain/consciousness..

I understand a bit better now that my limits are purely physical laws of nature , and what capabilities I have..

slowly all of my minds  self limitations are falling away..

thats all great. but I still have no idea what my greater self has in mind.... or why it felt this expression was necessary..

 now Im left with the question of,,, what next,, and what part of me gets forfilled.. because one affects the other.. i.e. if i decide to climb a mountain my mind and body will be harmed... But thats acceptable for my etherical self as its a way to explore myself..

Im realising its ok to go through pain and trials that just our existence in this expression.. thats cool..

I realise suffering is what our mind and body have created from measuring and anticipating the future based on past patterns.. its pointless right.. why judge the future on the past.. it ludicrous,,

I get it but.. I still have no idea what to do next....

I have the choice to be pessimistic andsee the world as one big drama to try and overcome. or I could see the world as some big expression of exploration ...

But I still have no idea what to do..

the world can do anything and I have so many choices of what to do.. I could just sit here and be perfectly happy.. I could go and create a company and be perfectly happy.. I could do anything.. but I just dont know what...

 

Any one else feel like this??

 

[Will]

Its like choice paralysis.. nothing out there can make me happy.. I can do whatever I like.. but what???

do I just do something mindlessly?? pick anything. then life is not about what or where its about how you choose in the moment..

lets face it I have no idea where its going to lead..

it feels like the master plan is.. there is no master plan.. just do whatever you like..

 

Edited June 3, 2017 by Will

[egoeimai]

There are things that give u instant and temporary PLEASURE. would you chase them? Would you choose them? 

That's the question. Because yes there's nothing that can complete you,but there are things that can give you pleasure. What do you choose??? Just live or live with conscious choice of pleasure ? 

Yeah and I believe many of us chase the pleasure and that's not bad and if you don't then it's not bad either .

Don't know what to believe in this.

The question SHOULD U CHOOSE PLEASURE? Addictions? Because constantly choosing the pleasure,it comes the addiction ,if you deny or withdraw form the unpleasant and you only seek the pleasure 

Edited June 3, 2017 by egoeimai

[Will]

@egoeimai

Im not so sure.. 

My definition of pleasure is somewhat more subtle.. I can be completely happy sitting doing nothing..what makes seeing the grand canyon so special??

What makes anything so special..

this whole thing kinda reminds me that its not what your life is made up of thats important .its how you view it and what you do with it.. nothing is right or wrong.. one thing is for sure.. if you choose to live it unconsciously you'll suffer more than if you look at it consciously..

 

thanks for the feedback..