I Don't Know What The Fuck This Is

[Afonso]

I just became conscious that I don't have a fucking clue of what all this is, yet I wondered around doing stuff thinking that I had it all figured out.

Fuck....

[WelcometoReality]

Awesome! Congratulations on your wonderful insight.

No this is not sarcasm. ?

[Shin]

Congratulations, now comes the part when you have to drop all concepts and stop taking your mind seriously when he seeks.

Not that easy to do, even when you're totally present, there is still a tiny fragment of your mind seeking in the background
This fucker never stop

Edited May 28, 2017 by Shin

[Nahm]

@Afonso awesome! thanks for sharing that.  it made me remember my same moment just suddenly looking around and saying out loud " wait.  wtf?"

[Danielle]

Get used to it. Enjoy the shit out your not knowing 

[Afonso]

@Danielle @Shin
@WelcometoReality

Is this how the process unfolds?

This is all very new to me.

I was not intending for any of this.

I am just meditating, self-inquirying, and going back to stillness every moment.

It was just out of the blue.

The feeling had been lingering around for some days.

But somehow it has come stronger.

I do not know.

What the fuck.

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

Edited May 28, 2017 by Afonso

[Shin]

Of course you can't know, you wouldn't be seeking if you did

The only thing you can know, are the concepts on how to proceeds
And they are only helpful if you actually do the hard work of facing your emotions and following your intuition.

Holding them as knowledge counts for NOTHING

>>>NOTHING<<<

@Afonso When you won't even know if you're a human being or not, this is where it starts to be fun

 

Edited May 28, 2017 by Shin

[Guest username]

Congratulations!

[WelcometoReality]

@Afonso Let's just say it's a great insight. The depth of the insight will be revealed to you with time.

And what use is it to you that we explain it further? ?

[Visitor]

@Afonso All is a fabrication of your own mind. That is what we are - thought machines. Now you thought something else, perhaps a glitch in your own matrix.

[Danielle]

36 minutes ago, Afonso said:

 

 

I was not intending for any of this.

 

Ofcourse you weren't. You went into this thinking you'll get answers to every single question, like the rest of us, but guess what? Greatest answers are non verbal and the more you provide your understanding from silence, the clearer it will be : i don't know anything. And that is okay! 

[Bebop]

"My mind tells me I am everything, wisdom tells me I am nothing. Somewhere between the two my life flows." Enjoy trying to understand the paradox

[Gopackgo]

You actually will never know what it is, but it wont stop the mind from trying. The cool thing is that you don't need to understand it, because you are it. Trying to understand it is only part of it, but it can cause a lot of pain. If you think about it, everything that has happened in life has been some form of trying to understand what's happening so you might be able to control it. It can't be known, because the attempt to know it happens from inside of it. The self is literally the "known" rising from what is unknown (everything that is). Known constituted by unknown. Also, if it could be known, it could be boxed in, and there's nothing outside of it. Just remember when your mind is trying to conceptualize it, that that's just whats happening. Its awesome.

[jse]

15 hours ago, Afonso said:

I just became conscious that I don't have a fucking clue of what all this is

 

14 hours ago, WelcometoReality said:

Awesome! Congratulations

14 hours ago, Shin said:

Congratulations

14 hours ago, Nahm said:

@Afonso awesome!

13 hours ago, username said:

Congratulations!

No one has ever congratulated me on my confusion...

 

 

 

[Dodo]

11 minutes ago, jse said:

 

No one has ever congratulated me on my confusion...

 

 

 

HAhahahahah yeah, it's weird tho, I literally had the same experience last night,  I was like wtf is this hahhaahah congratulations :-? 

Then I continued enjoying it through my breath and inner body.  I love breath. Just Being is a magical experience. 

Edited May 29, 2017 by Dodo

[jse]

8 minutes ago, Dodo said:

I love breath.

Breathing is overrated.

[Dodo]

3 minutes ago, jse said:

Breathing is overrated.

Wouldn't it be a perfect world, where all people wanted to do was breathe and it made people happy? Everyone has instant access to it. Everyone would be happy. Everyone would have their highest aspiration - to breathe - be fulfilled every other second. Beautiful life it will be. I've had this insight ever since reading the power of now for the first time  

Edited May 29, 2017 by Dodo

[Extreme Z7]

@Afonso Now you know...

[Dodo]

And of course eating a banana is even better than breathing  

[Lai]

2 hours ago, Dodo said:

Wouldn't it be a perfect world, where all people wanted to do was breathe and it made people happy? Everyone has instant access to it. Everyone would be happy. Everyone would have their highest aspiration - to breathe - be fulfilled every other second. Beautiful life it will be. I've had this insight ever since reading the power of now for the first time  

Highest aspiration to breathe?