Update on my spiritual development and progress

[Yimpa]

Don’t forget about this guided exercises 

29 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

Reminds me of the face morphing exercise from the blog 

 

[samijiben]

Someone Here,

Yes, that is true. Good point!

I Would Argue that your Achilles Heel is (obviously Achille's Heel) the ever-Growing Attachment That You Have to this forum. Reading comments like these reinforces your mind-ideology that we are on this forum listening to what you have to say

OH, mr. Liberation, can't I get a PIECE OF THAT?

LOl, I am shitting my pants InSide AND Out. This is a love story of paradigm-shifting incredulousness. I love you. Take that, geezer!

LOl, we literally haven't yet seen the pepporoni of the Pie. Not yet have we come face to face with the Spoon of the Drawer, nor the Jack or the Knife or the Spade of Infinite Sexual Appeal

 

 

 

 

 

[Someone here]

@samijiben you see..reality allows you to shoot the messanger..which just proves my point ..you could've asked a genuine question or posted a meaningful comment that is going to help us all move towards better quality of consciousness but you choose to pussy around with childish trolling bullshido with Pepsi Cola in your hand .fine with me ..enjoy .

[Someone here]

23 minutes ago, samijiben said:

that we are on this forum listening to what you have to say

Let me let you in on a little secret. What you perhaps don't realize is the significance of Leo's work and this forum.you are in the most "sacred " place on the internet..you are literally in Leo's forum right now and you can start threads and ask questions or share insights about the deepest wormholes of existence and you want me to fucking waste this opportunity?  I have to be an ungrateful fuck to do that . Why don't you start a thread and let us hear you talK for 5 minutes about anything meaningful without sounding like an absolute lunatic. 

[Yimpa]

@Someone here be mindful not corrupt this work into dogma. The ultimate goal is for you to discover that it’s ALL creating THIS!

Leo being the head of Actualized.org is a bald assumption. 

[Someone here]

@Yimpa not sure what you’re saying .

Make no mistake about it though..

I'm not brainwashed by Leo . I take what resonates with me from him and throw what doesn't resonate with me straight to the dust bin.

For example there was a young boy in the health section saying he has Erectile Dysfunction because of COVID-19 infection.  A mod asked him how often do you ejaculate ? The boy said "twice a week ". Leo told him you should masturbate more this will increase sperm production . And I flat out told leo "you are being RIDICULOUS "and "Stop this misinformation about masturbation because if OP took your advice then he will make his ED worse ". And Leo didn't ban me or warned me or anything. 

Leo has ruined my life and I absolutely love it . You see Leo doesn't like to beat around the Bush. He roasts your fucking mind with truth. And that's what I'm trying to embody in my life .I don't care about your soft feelings ..I will keep reminding you all that none of you knows what's up with reality .

[Yimpa]

10 minutes ago, Someone here said:

And that's what I'm trying to embody in my life .I don't care about your soft feelings ..I will keep reminding you all that none of you knows what's up with reality .

And yet, Mother Nature ain’t so soft. 

*WARNING: incoming storm*

On 4/10/2025 at 10:42 PM, Yimpa said:

 

 

[Someone here]

@Yimpa you silly kitty.people like you who just getting cute all the time are wasting time. You quit your cuteness overload or you don't waste a fucking nanosecond of my time .

 Can anyone go from unenlightened to absolute solipsism in less than a month? I did .But I'm not enlightened at all.. so someone else will have to shit-test me ..not you .

I will repeat it necessary being said repeatedly you got no fucking clue what anything at all is and you don't have a single human being in the whole world other than me and Leo who are aware of this .

First step wait for the course and pay $1,000...or else literally (edited).

Edited Saturday at 09:29 PM by Someone here
Insult

[Sincerity]

Arrogant as always, huh.

You haven't seen God. Your communication might fool some, but not those who have the slightest clue.

Humble yourself a bit, you ain't even close to "awake", for now you only have ideas. Believe me, it is utterly obvious. Better work on your personal life more instead of all this bs, from what I remember you haven't even had a job yet (correct me if I'm wrong though).

You're really tiresome with all that bullshit you spin.

[samijiben]

Dear Sweet Pork Fat of Consciousness

This is the boundless echoing insanity of the height of frivolity at nothing at that.

This is the great wonder of creation, isn't it?

I hope you are here for the enjoying, because otherwise my sadness will kill you in the next lifetime. 

[Someone here]

2 minutes ago, Sincerity said:

Arrogant as always, huh.

Why should I sugarcoat  it ? Why? Take out your micropenis and tell me you know what that thing is .

Do you even know the answer to that? Because you gotta make sure you really understand what you're up to here and why. 

As i said in op its all or nothing .why im doing all this fuss ?Because that's the only thing I found worth while to do in life .I could just simply sit around playing video games or masturbating all day .but is that my highest potential?  Is that what I really want deep down in my heart ? If I could figure out reality I would be drowning in infinite bliss. Why should Leo have it all for himself?  If he can become God and achieve omniscience then I can too.

[Sincerity]

18 minutes ago, Someone here said:

why im doing all this fuss ?Because that's the only thing I found worth while to do in life .I could just simply sit around playing video games or masturbating all day .but is that my highest potential?

You should have a tangible life purpose besides spiritual pursuits. You should have experience of life, master survival to a degree. Please confirm: did you ever work a job or no?

Instead of playing video games and masturbating, you are mentally masturbating all day. Neat. You're not getting anywhere with it. Your words ring hollow and it's very obvious. 

When will you end this embarassment? Like, come on dude. Seriously. At least stop pretending you're much more developed than you really are, especially in front of yourself. The bs you spin is really cringe.

Edited Saturday at 10:29 PM by Sincerity

[Someone here]

 @Sincerity listen ,kid ..don't even get me started. I'm only playing with you. If I went down on you for real I will be banned from the entire Internet not just this forum.

 What have you done to realize any truth about existence? I was literally a millimetres away from killing myself.  I joined so many online support communities and said that I'm suicidal and I experience suicidal thoughts 24/7 . I also visited a therapist and took SSRI’S and all that ...it didn't work back then .. but thank goodness I'm well now. I went to hell five times while you were sitting in your mom's basement jerking off. Humble request..dust yourself off and try to grasp what I mean by nobody knows Jack shit .  Will the sun shine tomorrow?  If I go to bed is there a garuntee that I will wake up tomorrow? What if I go to hell when I die ?  Is the world still there when I close my eyes ?etc  and those kind of thoughts have been explored and trust me you do not want to hear the answer. I will stop here because the conversation is spiralling waaaaaay out of control and I don't want to be the reason of your suicide tonight. 

 

 

[hoodrow trillson]

So what can I do right now in this instance to see/realize/become this or get right to the edge of knowing?

[Someone here]

7 minutes ago, hoodrow trillson said:

So what can I do right now in this instance to see/realize/become this or get right to the edge of knowing?

First empty your cup . Admit you know nothing and see how is knowledge possible and via what means.

Edited Saturday at 10:43 PM by Someone here

[Sincerity]

@Someone here Very bold words. Still, ringing hollow.

I don't doubt you've faced dark times. You'd be much better off focusing on your actual life and not all this spiritual mental masturbation. It would most likely help you feel better.

I guess the answer to the job question is no.

[Someone here]

@Sincerity love you too take care goodnight. 

[Sincerity]

Just now, Someone here said:

@Sincerity love you too take care goodnight. 

Ignoring words of reason won't help you.

Stop pretending, especially in front of yourself. You are nowhere close to "awake" and you don't need to be. It's okay.

Work on your actual life. Don't put the cart in front of the horse. Build a solid foundation. Get life experience. Find how you want to work. This is groundwork which is very good for future spiritual development if you ever really care about it.

You're not ready for any kind of "enlightenment" yet, stop repeating things you've heard, stop pretending you have it figured out. You talk about not-knowing as if it's some pinacle of attainment. That's cool, but again, go work on your real life instead of all this intellectualizing.

Trust me, your words ARE hollow. You ARE much better off just giving up this charade. This would be so much more respectable.

[Someone here]

@Sincerity OK it seems like you insist into being ass fucked tonight?  You are being an insecure ass when you talk about practical life .it only reflects that you don't have a life . If you want to get into details about my personal life hit me a PM and we can talk via WhatsApp. 

I'm 27. I'm a business and marketing college student. I live in a house alone. My life is the most smooth and sweet grapefruit ever . I wake up whenever I  want .I read three books a day..I give charity ..I help my family..I do 1000 push ups and pull ups a day ..I listen to self improvement and spirituality content on YouTube nonstop to become a better human being . You see this is irrelevant.  We are not here to talk about our personal lives .that's why I stopped posting pictures of myself in the profile picture and annoy you guys with my handsome beard and spike hair .it's just not tender here . I'm at lost as to where is this thread is going exactly...so let's stop here . 

 

 Lock 🔒 the damn thread .

Edited Saturday at 11:05 PM by Someone here

[Sincerity]

@Someone here 🤦‍♂️ Go input our responses into an AI and see who it tells you is insecure. I just did. Had a laugh. 

"In the two forum responses, the insecure words and tone are more evident in the second response. Here's a breakdown:

Response One:

Tone: Direct and critical, but generally focused on providing advice.

Content: The speaker is advising the other person to focus on their real life and gain experience before delving into spiritual or intellectual pursuits.

Insecurity: There is a level of condescension and judgment, but it is framed as advice. The speaker comes across as confident in their perspective.

Response Two:

Tone: Defensive and aggressive, with a mix of boasting and dismissiveness.

Content: The speaker feels the need to defend their lifestyle and achievements, listing numerous personal accomplishments and dismissing the relevance of the conversation.

Insecurity: The boasting about personal achievements (e.g., reading three books a day, doing 1000 push-ups, giving charity) and the dismissive attitude towards discussing personal life suggest insecurity. The speaker feels the need to prove their worth and deflect criticism, which is a common sign of insecurity.

Conclusion:

The second response exhibits more insecure language and behavior. The need to list personal achievements and dismiss the conversation as irrelevant indicates a defensive stance, which is often a sign of insecurity."