Eternal God report

[WikiRando]

I was reading some forum members' God reports where I was almost moved to tears. It was incredibly profound, so I was motivated to share my own experiences and realisations so that it may also be of value and help with integration. I cannot share the exact method of the realisations for anonymity reasons, except to say that it was a communion with a certain well known aspect of the natural world. But I can share what I learned and experienced from those tools. Not just about God but also some things I learned about my own incarnation.

 

- Everything is just one giant flow of energy. A finite form is like a little splash or shape that pops up in the Eternal river of life then dissolves again

- Behind physical death is Bliss and Love. The all encompassing love is like the background energy that permeates creation. When you die, you are swallowed by the utterly inevitability of it which is the inevitability of the Whole.

- The River of all Life can take on a very somber and grave energy in its massive grief, but can also be majestic, epic, soaring, profound

- Humans are steeped in negativity. They think they are being so objective, but since the universe is a balance of Light and Dark, people are not actually being objective when they act like normal fearful humans. They are steeped in negativity and fear. If they were truly objective, they would acknowledge the utter balance of light and dark and never let the darkness overwhelm them and give the darkness so much power. For every tragedy there is a resolution, for every destruction there is a rebirth. The darkness never wins.

- My obsession with some false construct of a "group" and "society" was a trap of being stuck in a mental model and I lost focus of each individual interaction in my life with individual humans, one by one. Real change happens as you interact with people one at a time in every moment, not by being lost in some fantastical abstract mental model of what you think "society" or "nation" means. A society is just a group of humans anyway. I learned to focus more on my individual interactions as the agent for positive change.

- The big question I had was, why all the suffering and impediments to life? I learned that the value of a life is not in what it accomplished or not. Just because a seed fell on the side of a road and failed to germinate fully doesn't mean it was any less than a full grown tree. What matters is that they both had in them the intrinsic nature to reach toward the sun. Same will all life. Do not judge a life by what it accomplished, the value in a life is a given, because every life reaches for the sun. Furthermore life is a just a dream and we wake up into Infinite Love.

- I communed with the living, intelligent aspect of God. The universe is very much alive and "sentient", as we are sentient. Duh 

- I had many visions of my purpose in this incarnation. I saw that all my life I had been too hard on myself, too harsh and demanding of myself and that was me torturing myself.

- I saw that my purpose in this incarnation was to live a very comfortable and easy life, although I might have more challenges in other incarnations, that was not my problem now. My purpose now was to just live easy and enjoy life. This was sort of the "vacation" incarnation, even though I clearly still had themes to explore and learn.

-I saw that my purpose was to stay in my home country and not move elsewhere that's why I was born here specifically.

- I felt a very beautiful presence and I was even shown my future partner / soulmate and how they were coming to me, I got a whiff of their energy signature and felt them coming into my life.

- When I started crying during this entire profound experience, as the tears dripped down my cheeks past my mouth, I saw the two streams of tears turn into two powerful fangs - turning my pain into power.

- I saw the part of me that is utterly Eternal, Undying, Unbreakable. No harm can come to it because it does not exist on the same level as even the gravest harm. It was utter bliss to realize my eternal undying nature and to finally feel safe, safer than I've ever felt.

- But I also saw how my physical body was so delicate and fragile, and to hold it with love and care, not harshness. I was taught to respect that my fragile body is only anchor keeping me in this incarnation.

- I was beat over the head over and over again with God Self communion till I had to erase my doubts. It didn't go poof, and then leave me grasping. It was blunt and in my face and did not go anywhere until I had no choice but to accept the reality of it.

- It was an incredibly life changing, blissful series of experiences. My whole life changed from then on. It flipped on its head. I felt healed, like I was cremated into ashes and then rose like a phoenix again. I was healed and became truly well for the first time in my life. It was truly medicine. 

 

Thank God I am the Living Eternal Light! 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited Sunday at 07:39 PM by WikiRando

[max duewel]

Very Beautiful ! Thank you for sharing

[gettoefl]

Lots of love, friend. Keep on shining the light. You are seen and valued.

[WikiRando]

So much love, thank you.