Leo, I am SHIT scared

[Santiago Ram]

The more I meditate and read the scriptures, the more Consciouss I become.

However, I am SHIT SCARED of blasphemy.

No intlelectual answer satisfies me.

I'm just OBSESSED and SCARED.

This has led to Psychotic breaks in the past and I feel I am at the brink of one. 

@Leo Gura, even if you don't answer the question of what blasphemy is, just tell me how to stop being obsessed and SCARED AS FUCK

Edited Friday at 09:38 PM by Santiago Ram

[Santiago Ram]

Please

[Someone here]

 

[Someone here]

@Santiago Ram cure for fear of  blasphemy? 

Easy:

Take out the bible and take a shit on it .

[Santiago Ram]

Just now, Someone here said:

@Santiago Ram cure for fear of  blasphemy? 

Easy:

Take out the bible and take a shit on it .

You're nuts

I would simply not do that

Edited Friday at 09:40 PM by Santiago Ram

[Santiago Ram]

@Leo Gura Many monks have gone crazy because of this passage. Two people i have met, have too. The B word

Edited Friday at 09:48 PM by Santiago Ram

[Someone here]

@Santiago Ram then you will never break free from religious mental castration. 

You seriously think this all loving all wise all good god will burn you in hell forever because you cursed Jesus or shat on the holy fucking bible ?

I would say take all the holy books in the world and cum on them give them a nice facial and let all the gods In human history do a single damn thing if they are real men lol.

[aurum]

@Santiago Ram what religion are you? I had some fear of blasphemy as well.

The key for me was to deconstruct my religion so thoroughly that blasphemy became impossible.

It’s like seeing through a magic trick. Once you see through it, you can’t seriously still believe it.

You may just have to bunch through the wall here. Question the whole thing to death.

[Santiago Ram]

Look, I am open minded even to Solipsism and God realization.

But I struggle with blasphemy to the point of insanity

3 times locked up, twice in the psychiatric unit, one suicide attempt.

I consider myself strong spiritually except for blasphemy. That is my achilles heel

 

[Someone here]

@Santiago Ram I gave you the solution. 

[Elliott]

Get psychiatric help brother.

[5-D - L O V E]

@Santiago Ram I'm gonna be blunt and direct about it, hoping this would be of help to you

Your notion of God is wrong.

God is absolute infinity, trying to hold on to any false notion, no matter how helpful that notion could be at the time of adoption will end up forming some sort of glass prison you can't escape until you choose to deconstruct it.

 

God is all of it, anything you can think of, anything you can smell, touch, think, imagine, any sound, any idea, any state, all of time, all of space, every being, every object, all is God.

 

Blasphemy is an egoic projection, only a finite, insecure being would "punish" someone else for questioning or critizing their authority, God is defenetly not insecure...

 

This being said, I second @Someone here advice, I tore some religious books to shreds after an awakening I had years ago and it was one of the most liberating things I ever done, I wouldn't recommend doing it if you're still afraid of the repercusions  though 

 

Also, ask yourself this, why all the fear around this specifically ? why all the attachement to religion ? what are you trying to gain ? what are you trying to avoid ? 

[SonataAllegro]

Blasphemy is a "sin", however, what it means is that "god can't help you at all if you deny that god exists". I used to struggle with this in context of actualized teachings but I think I've cracked this one. In Christianity it's the one "unforgivable sin" simply because god can't forgive you if you're denying that god, one aspect of which is infinite forgiveness, exists and forgives you. Try not to let fundamentalist fear-mongering ruin the concept for you.

[Oppositionless]

Blasphemy only makes sense if you believe in objective morality. Well I think it's rather clear God doesn't have morality, I mean look at this place . If you were God would you create a world where beings had to eat other beings just to survive? So you're not offending God when you question.

Edited Friday at 10:32 PM by Oppositionless

[Santiago Ram]

7 minutes ago, SonataAllegro said:

Blasphemy is a "sin", however, what it means is that "god can't help you at all if you deny that god exists". I used to struggle with this in context of actualized teachings but I think I've cracked this one. In Christianity it's the one "unforgivable sin" simply because god can't forgive you if you're denying that god, one aspect of which is infinite forgiveness, exists and forgives you. Try not to let fundamentalist fear-mongering ruin the concept for you.

Thank you
 

[Santiago Ram]

I am now more calm @SonataAllegro

 

 

[Hojo]

LITERALLY fear is Satan tricking you. You want to get tricked tho. How can you be open to solipsism and scared of something? Its your own mind and you are tricking yourself into going lower by being scared. Its a simulation that reflects your body and emotions. God can't attach to the dream unless its scared of it. Your thoughts and emotions do not match logically to each other. You are feeling an emotion of fear and thinking it must be this that is scaring me but its not that is a thought. Its just a feeling of awakening. Emotions have nothing to do with thought. Thought comes after to define the emotion but its not true whatever the brain is thinking the problem is. The fear is awakening. You are flowing through a tube of emotions and your mind says it must be blasphemy that is making me scared but its not blasphemy its just the emotion of fear.

Someone who is scared of peaches and someone who is scared of blasphemy are scared of the same thing and its just fear. But the mind makes up a concept to project the emotion onto then logically goes into thought loops about what the mind thinks the fear is coming from. Over time you will train your brain to fear when the thought of blasphemy arises but its not that. The fear happens and then your mind logically goes through thought loops from the first time you decided the fear was of blasphemy. Everytime then after you keep adding baggage to the fear and your thought loops get longer and happen more often. The more you interact with it the more the word blasphemy will come out of your chat robot and will just get scared of the word cause thats the emotion you assigned to the word.

When you meditate you lose your self and the ego will use words to cling to, to scare you into stopping. This is survival mode that means you are scared of God and is the definition of blasphemy so you should stop :p, you are totally safe.

Edited Saturday at 03:20 AM by Hojo

[enchanted]

I bet you aren't excersizing. Do lots of cardio and weights everyday and you will be fine. 

[Leo Gura]

@Santiago Ram Seems like your issue is not really blasphemy but mental health issues, which require either medication or serious psychotherapy work. So I recommend working with a high-quality psychotherapist.

It also seems like you have religious programming and beliefs from your upbringing. All of that needs to be deconstructed and thrown away. God will not be found in any religious dogmas or beliefs. Those are obstacles to pure unfettered Consciousness.

God does not care what you say or think about God. God does not even care what "evil" you do in the world. These are all egoic matters which God does not concern itself with.

Do not confuse God with any human ideas, beliefs, or doctrines about God. You simply need to stop believing humans and investigate consciousness directly, free of any human ideas. Human ideas are corruptions.

Edited Friday at 10:54 PM by Leo Gura

[Santiago Ram]

3 minutes ago, enchanted said:

I bet you aren't excersizing. Do lots of cardio and weights everyday and you will be fine. 

Thank you, I will today.

@Leo Gura what would happen if you were to insult an Alien Entity such as the Alien mouse you once became?