Aspects of the dream trying to stop me from awakening...lol......

[gettoefl]

31 minutes ago, OBEler said:

@gettoefl yeah I still try to understand.

I understand it so that we as unlimited one are not in control our nature is to experience everything in different ways. That's not a preference, it's what it is.

So instead of chilling in infinite bliss for eternity I as God explore this actual state because it's my nature to do so and there exist no preference on highest level.

Here is like God testing out a penal colony for a vacation

God won't be back

God chooses either here or there

God's bias is for truth but decided to book the penal colony for a brief second known as the history of the universe

Duality was okay for a second but being finite it is done and unnecessary to repeat

Home is better though ego will dispute that in order to preserve its triumphant second on the throne

[OBEler]

@gettoeflcan god choose with power of will or not because it could be that it's just its nature to do it without having to want it, so no control.

Is there a preference possible on god mode level where duality doesn't exists?  Logically not because preference is dualistic.

[gettoefl]

58 minutes ago, OBEler said:

@gettoeflcan god choose with power of will or not because it could be that it's just its nature to do it without having to want it, so no control.

Is there a preference possible on god mode level where duality doesn't exists?  Logically not because preference is dualistic.

It's the same as what you can do here. According to ego, you have no choice and are stuck here. God can do what it likes. Thus this is your choice.

[_Archangel_]

@Aaron p It's normal, and it happens whenever you are trying togenerate some change in general. 
Sometimes It's gonna be internal causes like low energy or rationalization, sometimes external factors like a person needing your help etc.
We are not unitary beings and the part of you that is lazy/at peace/ complacent/ in the comfort zone/ will sometimes throw at you shot to try to derail You. Just enough to distract You.