5meo reactivations morphing to something else

khalifa
By khalifa in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
i've had very annoying symptoms over the years from 5meo, that has affected my quality of life and mental health their's nothing i can do about it, i've tried just waiting it out but i'm just always scared for no reason deep down inside, and i can't really explain it logically, i'm just afraid always afraid, at every moment, i just try to distract myself not to think about it, but no matter what i do i'm always afraid deep down within my body vibrates at different frequencies, i can feel them more intense on some days, and less intense on other days, it's somewhat random and i can't really tell what's causing them despite i monitor food intake/exercise, it's just really random their's this strange sensation as i sleep or wake up mid sleep, it feels like a reactivation but not really, i can't find the words to describe it but it feels like my brain is being pushed? boiling push? erupting? being the burning push? towards my eyes? some stable zooming forward, a very strange energy that's persistent and annoying, it lasts for i can't even tell since my memory is just horrible, but it's long enough that it's been very annoying and consistent, i notice it happens if i delay my sleep time by 2 hours and sometimes if i even wake up mid sleep it's just oftenly there as a common thing   just wanted to share, if anything taking 5meo is one of my biggest regrets in my life, i just want average health where i'm not scared at every moment of my life
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