By khalifa
in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God,
i've had very annoying symptoms over the years from 5meo, that has affected my quality of life and mental health
their's nothing i can do about it, i've tried just waiting it out but i'm just always scared for no reason deep down inside, and i can't really explain it logically, i'm just afraid always afraid, at every moment, i just try to distract myself not to think about it, but no matter what i do i'm always afraid deep down within
my body vibrates at different frequencies, i can feel them more intense on some days, and less intense on other days, it's somewhat random and i can't really tell what's causing them despite i monitor food intake/exercise, it's just really random
their's this strange sensation as i sleep or wake up mid sleep, it feels like a reactivation but not really, i can't find the words to describe it but it feels like my brain is being pushed? boiling push? erupting? being the burning push? towards my eyes? some stable zooming forward, a very strange energy that's persistent and annoying, it lasts for i can't even tell since my memory is just horrible, but it's long enough that it's been very annoying and consistent, i notice it happens if i delay my sleep time by 2 hours and sometimes if i even wake up mid sleep it's just oftenly there as a common thing
just wanted to share, if anything taking 5meo is one of my biggest regrets in my life, i just want average health where i'm not scared at every moment of my life