I am Asleep

[No1Here2c]

I have come to see that I am living in a state of unawareness. I do not wish to live from this state anymore. Yet I feel as if I do not have the way out. It would seem the vast majority of things in life have the aim of keeping me in a state of sleep.

There are other things which seem to work in order to help wake me up. Although the more I begin to implement these higher consciousness activities and tools, the harder it seems the sleeping aspects of my being & reality work in order to blind me and push me deeper into my dream state.

There appears to be quicksand and mirages everywhere I look, and any direction I choose to progress in seems to have a way to pull me into it's traps. They seem so deliberately placed. I am no religious person, yet It feels to be the work of the devil. It is as if I'm lost in a hall of mirrors, a shifting labyrinth which has no end. 

What ever shall I do?

Edited March 29 by No1Here2c

[Leo Gura]

  On 3/29/2025 at 5:08 PM, No1Here2c said:

yet It feels to be the work of the devil. Its as if I'm lost in a hall of mirrors, a shifting labyrinth which has no end.

This could only be the work of God.

What is it you want? What is your goal?

Edited March 29 by Leo Gura

[ExploringReality]

Awakening 

[No1Here2c]

  On 3/29/2025 at 5:11 PM, Leo Gura said:

This could only be the work of God.

What is it you want? What is your goal? Awakening?

@Leo Gura

The only reason I'd end up here would be to Awaken. That is what I want. Awakening.

Edited March 29 by No1Here2c

[Leo Gura]

Then it's simple:

• Psychedelics
• Hardcore meditation retreats
• Maybe Kriya yoga

Your options for practice are pretty few. Pick one and get started.

Edited March 29 by Leo Gura

[tuku747]

 

[ExploringReality]

@Leo Gura

Those are some gnarly practices that are most direct and designed to not fuck around.

What about your video "How to become enlightened"? That's some powerful shit right there.

 

 

Edited March 29 by ExploringReality

[Hojo]

You understand that knowing you are being unconscious is being awake. You need to like what you are doing. You are not unconscious if you can see your unconscious behaviour. You are just trying to control reality while awake it dosent work like that. You just need to keep noticing your compulsions and loving them when you do them. When we see God we think we must be good. God dosent care it just wants us to love it.

Think dream. Dream you are doing things unconsciously you dont notice when you fuck up and dont care. Awake lucid you notice what you dont like and try to stop it. Dont try to stop it. You arent on that side of the dream. Someone posted a quote about loving Gods blemish. The blemish is your life, you can notice things and they will change you dont have to lift a finger to change its just paying attention. When you put yourself in negative because you dont like it you are making the dream a nightmare. Like running away from the witch instead of staring her in the face saying you cant hurt me. This is Gods dream not yours. Gods doing it, correction of perfection is not what you want to do. Acknowledge you want to do it and acknowledge its a compulsion.

Most of all whenever you feel yourself feeling compelled say I surrender my thoughts to God. If you are doing something compulsively and dont want to you will argue with yourself and come up with nasty things.

Edited March 29 by Hojo

[Yimpa]

  On 3/29/2025 at 5:21 PM, tuku747 said: