Preparing for a hard-core meditation retreat

[Santiago Ram]

So, next week I will do a meditation intensive.

I will meditate 6 hours a day, using focus mate and 1 hour of Kriya yoga daily.

I will also journal at the end each day and post it in this thread.

Any recommendations on pushing through and making it work?

[ChrisZoZo]

I did the same thing almost exactly 2 years ago. Looking bad I see God organise the situation for me which resulted in excellent results. It’s almost like I can’t say anything to you because it might mess up the perfect situation that is ahead of you. 
 

I can say apply great effort. I definitely can’t say why because I think that’s a very likely to mess up your results.
 

 

Edited Sunday at 06:47 PM by ChrisZoZo

[Santiago Ram]

Day 1

Today I did  Kriya yoga, 2 hours of meditation and 4 hours of Trauma therapy.

Things didn't go as planned today because the clairvoyant touched a difficult topic on Hurt.

In the last hour of Therapy, which was breathing and feeling, I had an insight which changed my consciousness. I had a brief, but direct experience of Infinity.

Try this exercise 

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Feel the Eye of God. Feel the Eye of Truth. Feel the Eye of Love

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I felt all my surroundings as pure empty space extending to Absolute Infinity. It lasted about 3 minutes but it was fucking incredible.

Then I got distracted, but I did notice how incredibly Selfish I am and how all my lies and strategies and theory prevent me from seeing Infinity. 

I am very tired so that's all for today.

Edited Tuesday at 04:10 AM by Santiago Ram

[Santiago Ram]

"The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love."

- Meister Eckhart 

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-029

Edited Tuesday at 04:10 AM by Santiago Ram

[Santiago Ram]

Day 2

I did 3 hours of open eyed meditation, far from my 6 hour goal.

But I did have some breakthroughs.

1. There are no short-cuts, meditation is the only way.

2. Grow your eye to become bigger and bigger until it becomes Infinite. This is the best meditation Ive found

3. See Biological Selfishness, See Survival

4. Addiction of social media, coffee. group-think and junk food blinds your Eye

5. Be Kind and you will have a Good Eye. Treat others poorly and your vision will be clouded

[integration journey]

How do you do trauma therapy on yourself? 

[Santiago Ram]

@integration journey Ill tell you in detail tomorrow

[Yimpa]

1 hour ago, Santiago Ram said:

@integration journey Ill tell you in detail tomorrow