Our Centipede Body

[kavaris]

The other day i had this dream that was sortve a glitch dream cause i got a hold on this other side to awareness —not like awareness like, im consciouss of a thing -type awareness, but its more like a chosen direction and different regions that are lit up, and how you become awareness in that process; and i was originally imagining it as a snake body or a dragon, but maybe it paints the picture better to describe it as centipede, wherein its this head of the centipede thats dictating which direction forward it goes, but behind it are all the dream bodies that it has gathered (kindve like things made of memories, but not really cause they depend on a stack of active imagination) And so what we care about is like, 'where are we going', and not necessarily all the sh-- we got traveling w/ us... but its interesting in the sense of like, how, at any moment we can be severed from the entire stack of segments, and then could just be a free floating head of nothing, just, you know... dreaming without any segments to pull us back in.. and so, i kinda felt all of this in the dream, cause i could see how the places i was tryina go didnt require any sense of up and down, and really it was these damn ligaments in the background that kept pulling things back into perspective, and i felt like, i could probably easily detach from this, if either by accident, or just by shear chance of exploring forward

in conclusion it just felt like, go forward into a dream, and eventually the dream body will fall off. i was callin' it a dream body, cause it was like, something better felt as your dreamin' and where you can feel what feels like segments, with only some fragile point keeping them attached. easily disposed of... is what it was like... like it might be adjoining with a pattern that we are engaging with, but iuno. it made sense to just call it a dream body.