Being & Living

[TheGod]

It’s hard to accept the truth after decades of pursuing the wrong things. That’s what I’ve been realizing over and over during my walks on 5MeO-DMT. For the last few months, I’ve been vaping 5MeODMT on the go (this is my method and I don’t recommend people who are new to psychedelics do it my way). I would vape it for just an hour or so during my evening walks in the city or somewhere in park areas. I got to the point in my life where I started to listen my intuition more than other people or spiritual gurus because at the end of the day, I’m God (verified multiple times). Most of my life I’ve been chasing things that will never were going to make me happy. Relationships, money, success, life purpose all of it just part of the illusion. These things are not bad, it’s not what I’m saying and you do need some money to survive in this world to afford clothing, shelter and healthy and clean food. But that’s it.

You also need some sort of relationships but it’s hard to create independent relationship with people. You will always want to make them permanent and in reality, that’s how you set yourself for failure. On the other hand, if you avoid relationships with people, you will also suffer. During my life I had 2 serious romantic relationships and I can tell you that they never brought me the fulfilling that I was seeking. Yes, they were great I had a lot of sex and intimacy but still, I could feel the hole inside. I vividly remember my first girlfriend and the time where we would have sex all weekend but deep down, I would still feel this void. If you think that the problem was with me, my girlfriend or our relationship you’re deceiving yourself. The nature of relationships is such that they will never bring you fulfilment you seek, although it’s easy to delude yourself. It’s also very hard because of the pressure that society puts on us. If you’re a virgin and never had relationship I recommend you to put the feet in the water and you’ll see for yourself. The difference between a fool and a wise person lays in the amount of relationships it will take you to realize what I’m saying.

The only thing that can make you happy is being, but again, you need to be able to fulfill your basic needs in food, water and shelter. If you don’t do it will be hard to be happy, although some spiritual teachers like Eckhart Tolle can brainwash you that it’s possible. If you think it’s possible to be happy when you’re hungry in -30 lying somewhere on the street with no clothing on you you’re fooling yourself again.

I realized for myself that my life propose has always been this simple – being. That’s the only life purpose that I as God have. I’m not to be a spiritual teacher or an actor or a doctor or whatever. I am to be. It’s just this simple. It is also hard to just be after years and years of developing different kind of identities. The more Identities you have the harder it will be for you. The more things you have the more difficult it will be to let go of them.

Recently I’ve been thinking about times when I was 10 years old. I had nothing but still I was so much happier. Why is that so? Well, because there were almost no identities. I was connected more to being. I remember I would climb up a tree and I would sit there for hours, just being there. I had no phone; I had no internet. I also remember how happy I was just petting one of the cows my grandmother used to have or the time when I was watching ducklings and chicks hanging out in the grass. Riding a bicycle or going for a swim in a dirty river after a hot summer day

 That’s life the rest is bulshit.

So, as you see I’ve been having a lot of insights into my life and what I should do. My life purpose is to deconstruct my identities and to be what I am more.

[Someone here]

 Thanks for sharing yeah i relate  and agree .First of all notice that existing is irreducibley mystical. It's pure magic. Notice that you don't actually got a clue what life is and what we are doing here and why we are here .

And human life is just a bunch of dogs fighting over a piece of meat . That's what got you by the balls :survival. Survival. Survival 

So what's the point of it all ..?it can't just be money ..  It can't just be finding a pussy to fuck or a dick to fuck you...it can't be to worship God as all religions claim...etc

Some will say the point is itself .some will say the point is love. But all that seem abstract and nontangible to me .

There is simply no purpose to being. Being JUST IS!!

Welcome home 🏡. 

 

[Princess Arabia]

Nice post.❤️

[VeganAwake]

All there is, is being.

It doesn't matter what the body is physically doing. 

Feeling happy or sad while doing anything is just a passing emotion...... They come and go regardless of what the body is doing!

Obviously extremes are usually never pleasant for the body!

❤️ 

[Breakingthewall]

For me, it's simple: give your best in every way possible. If what you seek is to receive, be it pleasure, joy, or happiness, you're a passive, unsatisfied bitch. On the other hand, if you realize that you're a high-precision energy device with enormous potential, what you seek is to develop that potential. You're the tip of the spear, not a well that must be filled with satisfaction and always feels empty. The tip of the spear is always full of itself; it's just looking for something to dig into.

[kavaris]

Physics recently introduced the term "becoming"; which might be an alternative to being, if we even want to introduce alternatives, is up to yous. Although it was used to illustrate a point on physics and quantum mechanics, yous can start from a place of like, consciousness as a kind of big bang, but redefining what is the thing exploding; In this case, it is a stream of moments that are something like, this decision to face off with the nature of moments right now. they are some how unfolding before you, regardless. we then take for granted this becoming itself to be subjects with predication on what everything is, such that we derive everything about the world on what is happening. except that, you cannot know what anything is until the great battle between (iuno what you call a battle w/ the self eternally) is happening before you-where everything is a kind of settling and taming of the warfare that no one even understands or could understand, which is hard to find fitting words that might exist between you and any others, alas it is just a nest, a big bang of opportunity, constellations that have some meaning, but they are kindve hard to see due to the arrant, at-scale light pollution-which isnt a bad thing, we just depend on having some internal light/illumination goin'.