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It really is hard to find the will to write publically anymore, especially when I just focus on living my life these days.

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....what does it feel like to be the kind of person who has no issue with straight-up asking for others for things that they want or need?

 

Because I have never been that person.

I'm sure it holds me back in this world, but mostly I've gotten by asking for very little and only taking what's been offered freely.

Edited by eos_nyxia
And when I do ask for anything, it's 10 parts thinking about it before I actually ask.

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This world is literally run by people who have zero issues with "entitlement", whether it's under the guise of free market capitalism or not.

No wonder I never got anywhere, not that I truly had the intention to anyway.

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I lost the will to speak again, except in private, though I've still been reaching for more. Whatever that is, whatever it ends up looking like.

 

Do you know what I don't need though? To watch other people living their lives in the "out there", with others. I'm a lifelong observer of people and I enjoy it, until it reminds me of what I was not and have never been.

And I don't need it, nor do I need them, nor do they need me. And that's fine.

Edited by eos_nyxia
Who am I without my invisibility?

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1 minute ago, eos_nyxia said:

And I don't need it, nor do I need them, nor do they need me. And that's fine.

You sound like a very friendly and compassionate person. You do deserve their attention.


I AM PIG
(but also, Linktree @ joy_yimpa ;-)

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On 2025-03-24 at 1:23 PM, Yimpa said:

You sound like a very friendly and compassionate person. You do deserve their attention.

Thank you for the kind words.

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I could just end this all right now and be the person I actually want to be.

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