I DECONSTRUCTED WHAT A 'FEMALE' ACTUALLY IS.

[Jowblob]

So after my last awakening, i've found out what a female is. I no longer have human pleasures or sex, all sex happends within. 

 

In my present/past experiences, i had the love of the whole universe on my penis that had this feminine black hole vagina energy. And i can do it on command, if i surrender enough or be able to withstand the ecstasy.

 

Female/Woman is the potentiality outside of god you , it's the other and only half that is the opposite of you but also like you because you are something that is born/exist forever in this nothingness/potential (the female aspect) .

 

 You as god and all your creativity/creation exist in this nothingness/potential, when you try something new or seek you will interact with this nothingness/potential/attractor to create a new experience within you. This attractor is the female aspect outside of your creation/creativity/stability or who you are as god, that's why life revolves around chasing woman/attractor. Because this attractor is the beginning of al new creation, it's like the start of love.

 

In simple terms, you exist within the female. That's why woman look for 'stability' it's because you as a man/god are a stable infinite creation aspect within the feminine nothingness/potential. 

Edited Friday at 02:30 PM by Jowblob

[Aaron p]

Very powerful recognition. I see the feminine attributes of god everywhere. I sometimes think god is a female flirting with me.

I suppose It would also be accurate to say that god is a pansexual hermaphrodite 

Edited Friday at 02:25 PM by Aaron p

[Jowblob]

28 minutes ago, Aaron p said:

Very powerful recognition. I see the feminine attributes of god everywhere. I sometimes think god is a female flirting with me.

I suppose It would also be accurate to say that god is a pansexual hermaphrodite 

Thanks, i also want to write something important to all man. To progress further spiritually within the creation you have to do this first. Don't do yogic asanas because they can lead to hands free orgasms.

1. Resist the female/attractor outside of you, this means no cumming/sex/sexual thoughts , performing all these acts is you giving your energy away to the feminine/nothingness/attractor that sucks it all away like a demon.  Your sperm is not what you think it is.

2. Your subconscious creates reality, do this to progress further:  write on youtube : chosen one videos , and subscribe to different channels. 

Watch a new video that comes out everyday and do what they tell you to do like planting a seed by writing in the comments, also watch the spiritual videos that pop up in your homepage on yt 

Do this for 2 weeks, no interaction/work with anybody. Just only subconscious reprogramming by watching only 1 type of videos.

- your reality will shift

- you will understand how ego works

- can be very scary , but dont fear.

 

Edited Friday at 02:53 PM by Jowblob

[theleelajoker]

Just read this passage to my gf and asked her.

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1. Resist the female/attractor outside of you, this means no cumming/sex/sexual thoughts , performing all these acts is you giving your energy away to the feminine/nothingness/attractor that sucks it all away like a demon.  Your sperm is not what you think it is.

 She confirmed she's a demon sucking my energy. But she's very cute while doing this, so it's hard to not stay in her claws.

But seriously; @Jowblob 

Why all this effort just to stay away from women? Sure, the differences male/female do create some conflicts, but also wonderful moments of connection. 

And isn't the female/male attraction and dance somehow a very beautiful part of the game of life?  Today I was thinking that given how fast AI evolves, maybe soon (some decades?) many things of life are likely be extremely automatized. Maybe we reach a point where transportation is automatized, food production and distribution and other survival tasks. But what I believe will stay is the hunt for a partner, either as life companion or to have a family. And I think that's kind of nice.

Maybe I am missing sth, happy to learn...

[integral]

I don't see how this fits in a larger framework.

You're going to have to at some point unify all your insights into one unified framework.

[Yimpa]

I am both a man AND/NOT a woman!

 

 

 

 

Conservatives:

[Jowblob]

On 3/21/2025 at 7:27 PM, theleelajoker said:

Just read this passage to my gf and asked her.

 She confirmed she's a demon sucking my energy. But she's very cute while doing this, so it's hard to not stay in her claws.

But seriously; @Jowblob 

Why all this effort just to stay away from women? Sure, the differences male/female do create some conflicts, but also wonderful moments of connection. 

And isn't the female/male attraction and dance somehow a very beautiful part of the game of life?  Today I was thinking that given how fast AI evolves, maybe soon (some decades?) many things of life are likely be extremely automatized. Maybe we reach a point where transportation is automatized, food production and distribution and other survival tasks. But what I believe will stay is the hunt for a partner, either as life companion or to have a family. And I think that's kind of nice.

Maybe I am missing sth, happy to learn...

See woman as potential/black holes, see man as God/Creation within the Woman.

When you lust/have sex/lose your sperm you're dissipating yourself into the black hole creating new experiences. Ones you start accumulating your sperm/seed, essentially you're starting to rebuilding/gaining control of your mind/creation. Because the feminine is the attractor and your other half in the existence, it will push the love/pleasure against you so you will start losing energy to it again if you submit. Eve seducing adam in the bible is the reference to it.

@theleelajoker

Im speaking from a very high level , the things that i say won't be understood by many  So take it as pointers towards god realization.

Edited Sunday at 07:53 PM by Jowblob

[Jowblob]

On 3/21/2025 at 7:58 PM, integral said:

I don't see how this fits in a larger framework.

You're going to have to at some point unify all your insights into one unified framework.

Unification between male and female is just you pushing against the potential(female). The more you push against the potential=the only thing in existence that is opposite of you , you will create vibratory love/pleasure that gets too overwhelming like an explosion/big bang. This vibratory/love/pleasure is essentially the only thing that matters to you , because its the only thing opposite of you. 

@integral

Edited Sunday at 08:10 PM by Jowblob

[Schizophonia]

On 21/03/2025 at 8:53 PM, Yimpa said:

I am both a man AND/NOT a woman!

 

 

 

 

Conservatives:

Fake you're a pig 

[Schizophonia]

20 minutes ago, Jowblob said:

See woman as potential/black holes, see man as God/Creation within the Woman.

When you lust/have sex/lose your sperm you're dissipating yourself into the black hole creating new experiences. Ones you start accumulating your sperm/seed, essentially you're starting to rebuilding/gaining control of your mind/creation. Because the feminine is the attractor and your other half in the existence, it will push the love/pleasure against you so you will start losing energy to it again if you submit. Eve seducing adam in the bible is the reference to it.

@theleelajoker

Im speaking from a very high level , the things that i say won't be understood by many  So take it as pointers towards god realization.

Seminal retention is yet another trap.

There are plenty of eunuchs throughout history who lived well, except that they looked less androgenous.

And there must still be some eunuchs who are quite androgenic, because the body has other ways of producing androgens blablabla.

Edited Sunday at 08:12 PM by Schizophonia

[gambler]

On 3/21/2025 at 10:40 AM, Jowblob said:

Watch a new video that comes out everyday and do what they tell you to do like planting a seed by writing in the comments, also watch the spiritual videos that pop up in your homepage on yt 

Do this for 2 weeks, no interaction/work with anybody. Just only subconscious reprogramming by watching only 1 type of videos.

- your reality will shift

- you will understand how ego works

- can be very scary , but dont fear.

I've done this before. I did not allow myself to watch, read, consume anything that didn't bring me feelings of serenity and peace. I also had ad blocker on, and I used it block out all problematic elements.  For a site like YT, I didn't have to see any comments, the homepage, and any thumbnails that would pop up that were of a low quality. The shift in reality was beautiful. But why is it scary to recognize how your choices and the environment creates your reality?

Edited Sunday at 08:12 PM by gambler

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, gambler said:

The shift in reality was beautiful. But why is it scary to recognize how your choices and the environment creates your reality?

Imagine becoming so aware that when you think of a polar bear it appears in your living room. 

Edited Sunday at 08:14 PM by Schizophonia

[Yimpa]

13 minutes ago, gambler said:

The shift in reality was beautiful. But why is it scary to recognize how your choices and the environment creates your reality?

You have it backwards.

You recognize God merging as Reality/Everything - that which can not be other than You.

[gambler]

14 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

You have it backwards.

You recognize God merging as Reality/Everything - that which can not be other than You.

He's talking about subconscious programming, this experiment of his won't make someone realize non-duality.

Edit: sorry, I realized you're understanding my word usage incorrectly. i wasn't using the word in a philosophical sense

Edited Sunday at 08:45 PM by gambler

[gambler]

23 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Imagine becoming so aware that when you think of a polar bear it appears in your living room. 

That would be scary for sure.

[Hojo]

@gambler In life  as a human, God is giving us a time to relax the mind so we are not scared of a Polar Bear randomly spawning and eating us and we transcend reptile brain. If it happens,  that is God, is im not doing anything, nothing is happening ,its the same thing. To live life anticipating a polar bear in the next room is the ideal.

All dreams are are made up problems of the subconcious mind. Animal life is real problems. Human life is subconcious metaphysical problems and God is no problems. They were all just limitations on what you previously thought were the breaking point. Look how far you have broken through!

Edited Monday at 02:02 AM by Hojo

[gambler]

1 hour ago, Hojo said:

All dreams are are made up problems of the subconcious mind. Animal life is real problems. Human life is subconcious metaphysical problems and God is no problems. They were all just limitations on what you previously thought were the breaking point. Look how far you have broken through!

Amen.

[theleelajoker]

13 hours ago, Jowblob said:

See woman as potential/black holes, see man as God/Creation within the Woman.

When you lust/have sex/lose your sperm you're dissipating yourself into the black hole creating new experiences. Ones you start accumulating your sperm/seed, essentially you're starting to rebuilding/gaining control of your mind/creation. Because the feminine is the attractor and your other half in the existence, it will push the love/pleasure against you so you will start losing energy to it again if you submit. Eve seducing adam in the bible is the reference to it.

@theleelajoker

Im speaking from a very high level , the things that i say won't be understood by many  So take it as pointers towards god realization.

Quote

Unification between male and female is just you pushing against the potential(female). The more you push against the potential=the only thing in existence that is opposite of you , you will create vibratory love/pleasure that gets too overwhelming like an explosion/big bang. This vibratory/love/pleasure is essentially the only thing that matters to you , because its the only thing opposite of you. 

@Jowblob

Thx for clarifications.

In particular the second quote (marked bold by me) got me closer to understanding your point (or at least, makes me believe I understand better).  The thing about the importance of the opposite I can observe with me and my male friends. I believe you need the opposite in your life and no other things (money, power, prestige, possessions) can give it to you what a female can give if she freely and voluntarily chooses to be with you for who you are. (Don't know how this plays out with people that are not hetero)

The interplay of creation and potential you describe also makes sense for me. I mean, it's actually very symbolic with how sex works and how new life is being literally created IN THE WOMAN.

You made me curious enough to at least try some stuff, e.g. some semen retention on days and weeks I don't see my gf.

 

Edited Monday at 09:38 AM by theleelajoker