Post LSD depression

[Chadders]

@Vynce Yeh it does seem that way. I said the day after but it was actually a couple of days after my mood tanked. 

On reflection it is mostly my situation that is not satisfying because my current job is just shite. No challenge and no meaning for me now. I have it very easy. Actually the day after I did DIY in the garden and was fine. The next day I was sat on my laptop thinking wtf is this shit lol

I am in limbo and for the next 5 months I don’t know what the universe has in store but it looks like it wants me to stick where I am until teacher training. There’s only so much you can do 

But it does make me think I need to be more mindful of the post mood dips when I’ve not got the meaning in my job that I need 

Edited March 21 by Chadders

[Chadders]

@Nilsi I know yoof. I’m in limbo for another 5 months. I’ve tried but it looks like the universe wants me to stick with it

But my life ain’t that sucky. In one way I have a very full life but the level of meaning and purpose that I need from my work is just so much more now. I am not content with my current career. Burned out and fucking bored of it

I don’t want LSD to be an escape. I never take psychedelics for that reason. I only do it to enhance myself personally. In many ways it has and others I am not so sure yet 

Edited March 21 by Chadders

[Nilsi]

19 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Have you had sex while high on cocaine?

Yeah.

For me, it’s a rollercoaster - one moment I’m giga horny, having rough, animalistic sex; the next, my mind drifts somewhere far off and I just want to throw a blanket over myself, light some ciggies on the balcony, and lose myself in William Basinski tape loops.

So yeah… mixed bag, lol.