Navigating criminal charges – Seeking Self-Actualization & Redemption

[Ropuch7]

2 hours ago, Sadon said:

there have been so many moments where I’ve felt like I was given all the signs, all the warnings, and I still ignored them.

Maybe I can point out something useful for you.
Notice that there were signs and nudges but the choice was ultimately yours. At that time, you had your own reasons to keep going, and you did. There was no set path. You weren't really "supposed to" do anything.
The source of guidance that you felt you had allowed you to go on, and for the situation to escalate. If "It" really wanted you to stop, there were infinite ways to stop you. The same mechanism of synchronicity would apply.
 

2 hours ago, Sadon said:

So now, I feel like I have to sit with the consequences alone, like I abandoned my path, and in return, the universe abandoned me.

This feeling is understandable for me.
Now, if the infinite universe allowed you to go down this path, why would it now become strict all of a sudden?
Why would "It" ignore your choices now?
It might happen differently now, sure. The situation did change, and you entered a different phase. So your contact with the source might change its form. Or it might not. Like I said above, I don't know how it works for you. I won't suggest any specific course of action, attitude, or practice. 
I can promise only this: There are no real punishments in the basic ruleset of the universe. They only exist within a certain mindset.

I am not saying this to invalidate your feelings. You will go through them one way or another. I am suggesting that you may experiment with your perspective, and be playful even. You can try to connect with this guidance in new ways. This will also give you a chance to appreciate how diverse "good paths" can be. Even the latest Leo's post points to this.

 

2 hours ago, Wilhelm44 said:

I know people here on the forum are not really into prayers as such, but I'm sending you some anyway.

I will too.

[Aaron p]

6 hours ago, Sadon said:

@Aaron p  hahaha I chuckled reading that. I appreciate that bro. yea you're right, nothing to do but surrender, especially on what the outcome will be. and yes I will find strength in this. Thank you brother 

@Sadon no worries bro. If you want a strong, slightly higher than average consciousness friend then just message me. 

[Wilhelm44]

@Sadon  See if you can give this meditation a go. It may just release some old energies, and open up the possibility for some miracles surrounding this case. It starts at 29:10