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Best sex you've ever had?

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For me, it was actually with a woman who was 8 years older than me.

She wasn't particularly physically attractive, but her openness and quirkiness was beautiful, and her body was so soft. 

I was able to laugh a lot when I was in bed with her, and made her laugh a lot as well. So it was full of joy. And I remember waking up next to her, feeling so peaceful.

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That sounds like a lovely experience 

Edit: Lol I’m the only reply. This forum must be filled with sexless virgins 😂(like me)

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7 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

That sounds like a lovely experience 

Edit: Lol I’m the only reply. This forum must be filled with sexless virgins 😂(like me)

You are correct. I don't have any. And may not even have any, which is whatever that means.

I see there is a lot of gain in terms of energy with celibacy and moderate spiritual practice. I feel detaching from sexuality is an interesting experience. Yet there is a negative projection that I have to address and work out. I will never have children, sex, intimacy and companionship if I do that. My body will say I want to have somebody, my neighbour will say that also, my mother might say that and my colleague my say that. And that for the rest of my life. That being said, please, enjoy, what's my problem.

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10 minutes ago, Applegarden8 said:

You are correct. I don't have any. And may not even have any, which is whatever that means.

I see there is a lot of gain in terms of energy with celibacy and moderate spiritual practice. I feel detaching from sexuality is an interesting experience. Yet there is a negative projection that I have to address and work out. I will never have children, sex, intimacy and companionship if I do that. My body will say I want to have somebody, my neighbour will say that also, my mother might say that and my colleague my say that. And that for the rest of my life. That being said, please, enjoy, what's my problem.

Human sexuality is such a fundamental part of our lives I think sex can be very healthy and not draining spiritually, when a bond is formed. But if that works for you each to their own

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1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

Human sexuality is such a fundamental part of our lives I think sex can be very healthy and not draining spiritually, when a bond is formed. But if that works for you each to their own

Well this thread is about something positive. I found expressing my sexuality very negative when I did it.

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Just now, Applegarden8 said:

Well this thread is about something positive. I found expressing my sexuality very negative when I did it.

Negative in what way? I struggle with practically zero libido so can’t know how I would feel expressing my sexuality

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I'm basically a virgin aside from a bit of "pee touch" twice before insomnia so I'm not a reliable source, but It was especially boringwith the sudden desire to "empty oneself" to get it over.

5 MeO DMT and psychedelics make me very sensual for some reason, which is strange because serotonin is supposed to lower libido; Nevermind.

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16 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Negative in what way? I struggle with practically zero libido so can’t know how I would feel expressing my sexuality

Mostly mental blocks from my mother and women which I was growing up with + lack of father figure.

Unhealthy ideas about my sexuality.

Guilt of being a slave to my sexuality in 10 year period when I fapped.

Older lady (neighbour) called me a pedo because I jerked off I guess or used shower too often when I did it.

A classmate who found a bf was hitting on me all the time. Sometimes coworkers do too who are taken. Makes me extremely uncomfortable.

Lack of experience with women - both interacting and courting makes a lot of women disinterested. So makes me tired to constantly go after her and conquest that I don't feel sex is worth it and I am acctually not a very physical guy.

Idk about this one, but one of my first memories being a woman riding up to me in a car and asking to give me a ride. Basically almost getting into a hands of child trafficking. That rings some mental blocks.

Pornography left some scars and guilt.

And the endless fantasies that just don't reflect reality that don't reflect "real sex".

Thinking my mom might be into me 10 years ago.

I have done a lot of work to unwind that, but I still need a lot more. It's not easy to write, but this is what I mean by sexuality expressing negatively. Nothing physical.

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xD

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I lost my virginity at 20, twice with one girl and once with the second. It wasn't anything special. It's lovely but not crazy amazing, I guess you can say that the second time was my favorite, I got my nipples licked which was totally unexpected, and I really liked it. I might even ask for it next time I get a girlfriend.

The bad thing is that I'm always getting underage girls because I don't look my age.

I'm mostly just hoping to have actual passionate sex one day, where I have strong feelings for the girl, hopefully this year.

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22 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I'm basically a virgin aside from a bit of "pee touch" twice before insomnia so I'm not a reliable source, but It was especially boringwith the sudden desire to "empty oneself" to get it over.

I’m sorry you’re not a part of the virgin gang 

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7 minutes ago, MarkKol said:

The best sex I ever had was with @Schizophonia, I rammed him like a dog. 

A French man hasn't screamed that loud since the French Revolution.

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This is a very weird joke.

You should delete.

7 minutes ago, MarkKol said:

I lost my virginity at 20, twice with one girl and once with the second. It wasn't anything special. It's lovely but not crazy amazing, I guess you can say that the second time was my favorite, I got my nipples licked which was totally unexpected, and I really liked it. I might even ask for it next time I get a girlfriend.

Ahah, I've never seen a girl do that.

 

7 minutes ago, MarkKol said:

The bad thing is that I'm always getting underage girls because I don't look my age.

I'm mostly just hoping to have actual passionate sex one day, where I have strong feelings for the girl, hopefully this year.

It's like the older I get, the "drier" I become; It seems to be quite common.

It's probably stress and the accumulation of bad experiences (especially in this area, obviously).


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18 minutes ago, Applegarden8 said:

Mostly mental blocks from my mother and women which I was growing up with + lack of father figure.

Unhealthy ideas about my sexuality.

Guilt of being a slave to my sexuality in 10 year period when I fapped.

Older lady (neighbour) called me a pedo because I jerked off I guess or used shower too often when I did it.

A classmate who found a bf was hitting on me all the time. Sometimes coworkers do too who are taken. Makes me extremely uncomfortable.

Lack of experience with women - both interacting and courting makes a lot of women disinterested. So makes me tired to constantly go after her and conquest that I don't feel sex is worth it and I am acctually not a very physical guy.

Idk about this one, but one of my first memories being a woman riding up to me in a car and asking to give me a ride. Basically almost getting into a hands of child trafficking. That rings some mental blocks.

Pornography left some scars and guilt.

And the endless fantasies that just don't reflect reality that don't reflect "real sex".

Thinking my mom might be into me 10 years ago.

I have done a lot of work to unwind that, but I still need a lot more. It's not easy to write, but this is what I mean by sexuality expressing negatively. Nothing physical.

You have a lot of emotional baggage tied to your sexuality that you should try to undue to get in touch with a more pure expression. I believe you can do it

Maybe one time set aside some time for yourself, try to get horny in whatever way you want through porn or imagination, and allow yourself without judgement to feel what you’re feeling, and just go for it and explore it for what it is without preconceived notions. That’s what I did once and it broke apart some ideas I had and it felt liberating . Just an idea you do what you want

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Just now, Sugarcoat said:

I’m sorry you’re not a part of the virgin gang 

No lol i just cuddled and kissed.
I'm basically lying about not being a virgin here and there so I don't look like shit.

 


Nothing will prevent Willy.

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1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

This is a very weird joke.

You should delete.

xDxDxD

1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Ahah, I've never seen a girl do that.

I wouldn't predict it in a million years, It tickles and it leaves you gasping for air from the shock, It's very sensitive.

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It's like the older I get, the "drier" I become; It seems to be quite common.

It's probably stress and the accumulation of bad experiences (especially in this area, obviously).

I was dry every time, and each time I was drunk out of my brains, which is why it wasn't passionate or fulfilling the way I wanted it to be.

Missionary, prone bone and 69 have to be my favorite positions

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Just now, Schizophonia said:

No lol i just cuddled and kissed.
I'm basically lying about not being a virgin here and there so I don't look like shit.

 

Damn you really admitted to one of your shadows. I’m confused so it was a lie. Cuddling and kissing sounds nice btw 

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1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

You have a lot of emotional baggage tied to your sexuality that you should try to undue to get in touch with a more pure expression. I believe you can do it

I am doing my best, that's all I can say to you. What is that something that I can do, well, I am very interested on how that looks like. But I feel it just leads me to more monastic life without sex, because trough more and more reflection I have a chance to undo the trauma, I don't know any other method.

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1 minute ago, MarkKol said:

xDxDxD

Have you ever tried plugging 5 MeO?

Gay people are very brave.

 

:S

 

But yea jokes asides it's almost insulting thb.

1 minute ago, MarkKol said:

I wouldn't predict it in a million years, It tickles and it leaves you gasping for air from the shock, It's very sensitive.

I was dry every time, and each time I was drunk out of my brains, which is why it wasn't passionate or fulfilling the way I wanted it to be.

Lol why ?

Did you meet the girls at a club?

1 minute ago, MarkKol said:

Missionary, prone bone and 69 have to be my favorite positions

Doggy style is what appeals to me the most, because you can stroke her back.
The same goes for when you're facing her and she's lying down. I don't know the name of the position, but it allows you to stroke her face and even put a finger in her mouth.

What am I saying.


Nothing will prevent Willy.

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1 minute ago, Schizophonia said:

Doggy style is what appeals to me the most, because you can stroke her back.
The same goes for when you're facing her and she's lying down. I don't know the name of the position, but it allows you to stroke her face and even put a finger in her mouth.

What am I sayin

Doesn’t sound very virgin of you 

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8 minutes ago, Applegarden8 said:

I am doing my best, that's all I can say to you. What is that something that I can do, well, I am very interested on how that looks like. But I feel it just leads me to more monastic life without sex, because trough more and more reflection I have a chance to undo the trauma, I don't know any other method.

I see, I trust that you’re doing your best. If that leads you down a more monastic path then maybe you’re one of the few that it suits

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4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Have you ever tried plugging 5 MeO?

Gay people are very brave.

I don't understand? 

I've never done DMT or psychedelics besides shrooms

Are you calling me gay lol? xD

6 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Lol why ?

Did you meet the girls at a club?

Yeah It was when I actually went clubbing

7 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Doggy style is what appeals to me the most, because you can stroke her back.
The same goes for when you're facing her and she's lying down. I don't know the name of the position, but it allows you to stroke her face and even put a finger in her mouth

That's what I thought as well, but doggy is kinda shitty because you don't see her face and there's no eye contact, you can't even see if she's enjoying it. 

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